Yeah it's pretty highly possible funny enough lol

I still don't know what the fuck I want out of life though

I feel like I want to eventually get married and have kids but the idea still sounds so scary as to how close it is

Like I don't even feel remotely ready for that but I'm already 23

yes people these days tend to wait until everything is settled

too risky

I'm always scared about getting married, having kids and then losing interest in my partner

I'm worried about growing tired of my partner

That happened with my old gf when I was 18

But perhaps I've grown since then and maybe we just weren't compatible on that level or whatever

I just don't want to go through a fucking divorce and have a broken family

if you manage to find a pure virgin waifu (hah!) you wont even have to like her that much

just enough to feel safe and cotnent

a man needs a haven

thats the point of a wife

and a daughter preferably

to soothe his struggle

I just worry about getting bored of them

I think for the male species its something thats learned

Eventually I got sick of my gf after a while

not a condition

a gf is just a gf

I just wanted to fuck around with my buddies and play vidya

I felt so tied down

But I want to reproduce

You still have time settle your thoughts first then find someone

I don't want to be a childless 38 year old soyboy filling his life with Funko Pops and Marvel movies

i will be a childless 38 year old filling my life with sleeping on the ground for 4 hours a night and eating unsalted potatoes

True, sometimes I don't know if my thoughts bwill ever be settled though tbh

I'm a fucking lunatic

I have OCD that drives me fucking insane

everybody these days says they're loonies

I stopped believing them

I have ADHD and Tourette's too which adds to the cacophony of shit that makes me the nutcase that I am

what are your ticks

Mostly vocal and muscle twitching

Dude if someone fell comfortable around you

do you say hilarious stuff sometimes?

I'm lucky enough to not have shouting profanities as a tic

It's mostly just small noises that I can conceal reasonably well