Message from @P I L L A R M A N
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>be me,wide the fuck awake because your brain is playing back shit.
I just got off work. What’s up homie
Woke up like I was back in the shit lol
Lol it happens
At least I was able to sleep then lmao
There’s that. Beat off and try to go back to sleep?
Not even gonna lie, did that
Damn homie this is a serious thing
Fuck. Might as well hit the gym or run. Make something useful come out of it
There’s that. I start cleaning. That usually does the trick
That's how my autism happens
>OCP >AK variant.
Typically, I break down my gear and put it back togethee
We need a prohibition on females drinking alcohol
I swear women can't handle a fucking drink
What happened?
But why tho
Did your ole lady puke
Nah my sister's turn into massive cunts when they drink I swear these mf can't handle alco for shit
i need to beat up an airforce pog for being an annoying pog but i don't wanna get in trouble when he snitches
what do i do
Wear a ski mask and don't be in uniform?
Shit you right
Just sunk all my funding into my car to repair it: annnnnd its starter is going and its leaking oil. Shoot me.
You ain't wrong dude
Fam in the last 4 days I got broken up with; lost my apartment, and screamed at for 3 hours.
That picture is scarily accurate of how I'm feeling my dude
Sounds like you're about to go through big changes
A few months ago, my girlfriend and I were souring, she moved out, and I thought everything was going down the toilet with my future
But things changed
She and I have reconciled, we're expecting, and I'm about to go to Parris Island
The universe is preparing you for big things man
Don't give up
I'm just sick of the fight man. If it's not one thing it's another. I'm so fucking done with all of it
Well, I can tell you that I used to struggle with those feelings too, and one thing that I learned is that choosing the easy way out only prevents things from getting better. I almost did it when I was 17, and instead here I am, a few days away from my 22nd, an expectant father with a career ahead of me. Things will get better. And they will also get worse, yes, but they will get better. It's hard, but that's a part of the great human adventure
My gods teach that we were put on earth to be the best people we could be. That we are all legends in our own right.
Your legend shouldn't end here. It must go on, because you've got tons more to do
I guess I'll keep fighting then. Cant let the gods down now can I?
More importantly, and I think they would agree, you cant let yourself down