Message from @Sir Harndes
Discord ID: 623353062525894686
My dad always says to contribute to society. I just want out of society...
See, thats the thing lil homie, we were groomed to be dependant on the government and to fit into a perfect schedule, that shit doesnt work
So make time for you
You can contribute, but you need to unwind. Ever see a watch spring under too much tension? It snaps under the pressure and stops working
Now im being yelled at by him that i need to get cleaning and stop wasting my time doing stupid shit. Its my only day off, i work more than him...
*"we gotta get out of this place, if its the last thing we ever do"*
Self care bro. Everyone needs it. I head to the range, and also find catharsis cleaning my guns for hours. Find those things that bring you back to center
Guns, cleaning improvements to self
@PanzerWrecker how are you now
Ok i guess. Was helping my dad cleaned out part of the garage. Found his old weights. He said to put them back (as in we were putting things back so we could close the garage door) and i asked him "how about i start using them?" So now i have a weight and bar. 30 pound curls.
Good
Guys, my depression has faded.
What tf is going on?
Why am i scared that im about to play myself
Play yourself?
Like, i feel like i damn near already got too attached. Im seriously scared that I just fuckin teenage girled myself and fell for someone who just wanted sex
I'm glas tjat worked out so far. But has she talked to you since or has he gone ghost?
She's driving home atm. As far as ik atleast. She said she'd message me, and before she left, she said something to the effect of please don't block me after this
Idk man. I feel traumatized by love, but like the way my brain ie wired, i damn near need it
It be like that. But for now take a breath, do something else to distract yourself. And maybe in an hour or so ask if she got home ok. Show you care, and if it was more than a nail n bail
I told her that i had a great time and hoped she felt the same.
Someone who you like
Thats a great thing, man
Better lose a loved one than not have loved at all
Loneliness is a fucking bitch
Try your best
Just don't be like me
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I feel that
But ain't no use stressing over spilt milk
^^
You had the opportunity to love someone
Be grateful
You may think its nonsense, but it isn't
Ive had many
And honestly, i think id be bwtter ofd without then ever happening
I feel ya
Tbh I'm at the stage where I'm ready to settle down n shit
@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT thats a no no
I live a life without any fucking good opportunities
Idk man. I've been so fucked up because of past relationships. They literally tore my brain apart
And I lived a life having relationships with hookers