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My dad always says to contribute to society. I just want out of society...

See, thats the thing lil homie, we were groomed to be dependant on the government and to fit into a perfect schedule, that shit doesnt work

So make time for you

You can contribute, but you need to unwind. Ever see a watch spring under too much tension? It snaps under the pressure and stops working

Now im being yelled at by him that i need to get cleaning and stop wasting my time doing stupid shit. Its my only day off, i work more than him...

*"we gotta get out of this place, if its the last thing we ever do"*

Self care bro. Everyone needs it. I head to the range, and also find catharsis cleaning my guns for hours. Find those things that bring you back to center

Guns, cleaning improvements to self

@PanzerWrecker how are you now

Ok i guess. Was helping my dad cleaned out part of the garage. Found his old weights. He said to put them back (as in we were putting things back so we could close the garage door) and i asked him "how about i start using them?" So now i have a weight and bar. 30 pound curls.

Good

Guys, my depression has faded.

What tf is going on?

Why am i scared that im about to play myself

Play yourself?

Like, i feel like i damn near already got too attached. Im seriously scared that I just fuckin teenage girled myself and fell for someone who just wanted sex

I'm glas tjat worked out so far. But has she talked to you since or has he gone ghost?

She's driving home atm. As far as ik atleast. She said she'd message me, and before she left, she said something to the effect of please don't block me after this

Idk man. I feel traumatized by love, but like the way my brain ie wired, i damn near need it

It be like that. But for now take a breath, do something else to distract yourself. And maybe in an hour or so ask if she got home ok. Show you care, and if it was more than a nail n bail

I told her that i had a great time and hoped she felt the same.

You have someone on your side

Someone who you like

Thats a great thing, man

Better lose a loved one than not have loved at all

Loneliness is a fucking bitch

Try your best

Just don't be like me

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT I feel that

But ain't no use stressing over spilt milk

^^

You had the opportunity to love someone

Be grateful

You may think its nonsense, but it isn't

Ive had many

And honestly, i think id be bwtter ofd without then ever happening

I feel ya

Tbh I'm at the stage where I'm ready to settle down n shit

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT thats a no no

I live a life without any fucking good opportunities

Idk man. I've been so fucked up because of past relationships. They literally tore my brain apart