Message from @Thomatorr, King of Ohio

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2019-09-30 11:44:58 UTC  

@jaruspk this exams are easy as fuck

2019-09-30 11:45:39 UTC  

Some ppl do them before you so you can get some easy points this way

2019-09-30 11:46:03 UTC  

Like in Warsaw they do it at 10 and you are doing yours at 11

2019-09-30 13:26:23 UTC  

Like my golal is medical school

2019-09-30 16:18:47 UTC  

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2019-09-30 16:26:11 UTC  
2019-09-30 16:50:42 UTC  

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio ah yisz - the post that turnt me on to this Dicksword 💜💜

2019-09-30 17:12:41 UTC  

Same

2019-09-30 17:12:47 UTC  

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2019-09-30 17:13:02 UTC  

Fuckin goo baby after my sanwich

2019-09-30 17:13:20 UTC  

he hongri

2019-09-30 17:17:19 UTC  

Always

2019-09-30 18:01:26 UTC  

Idk of any of you cared or noticed, but i apologize for being distant the past few days. Im not doing great at all with this relationship shit because idk what she thinks and tbh, im conflicted because she's not exactly white

2019-09-30 18:02:04 UTC  

Dude whats up my guy

2019-09-30 18:02:53 UTC  

Are you talking about like trying to redpill your girl and she's of color ?

2019-09-30 18:05:18 UTC  

She's pretty redpilled as it is. Hell, she's damn near satanic and the closest to Libertarian I've found in a girl

2019-09-30 18:07:36 UTC  

whats tha problem fam ?

2019-09-30 18:07:51 UTC  

+1

2019-09-30 18:09:53 UTC  

Im fucking autistic and there's a seriously good chance I'm gonna not only burn, but obliterate this bridge. I used to be fucking racist until i started talking to her. She has a crush on this girl(the only reason im still trying is because she said some shit about not being able to be satisfied by a female, idfk man)

Honestly, my ptsd from past experiences has been fucking with me really bad and im more scared than i am sad now

2019-09-30 18:10:02 UTC  

Which imo is way worse

2019-09-30 18:11:53 UTC  

Ive been right in that boat my guy. I have childhood PTSD and shit and I'll try my best

2019-09-30 18:13:05 UTC  

Have you tried to explain your ptsd to her ? Where it comes from ? Idk how serious yall are but like,giving a good view point on your habits from that pain

2019-09-30 18:13:40 UTC  

not only does it let someone in,and see the real you,and accept you fully,if she cares,she can empathize with you and also help hold you accountable for those emotion pains and help see you through them

2019-09-30 18:14:23 UTC  

See, I've hugged her one time. Thats the closest to me actually showing interest in her further than just a friend. Its really fucked because I've been talking to her for like a week

2019-09-30 18:15:19 UTC  

I mean, I've tried dropping hints and little gay things like that, but im a fucking spaz and she always ends up thinking im joking

2019-09-30 18:15:53 UTC  

First off, slow the fuck down there chief

2019-09-30 18:16:10 UTC  

You aren't gonna get anywhere panicking about it

2019-09-30 18:16:14 UTC  

Not exactly on my brains to do list

2019-09-30 18:16:30 UTC  

Second off have you taken her on any dates yet

2019-09-30 18:16:38 UTC  

and explicitly called them DATES

2019-09-30 18:16:42 UTC  

No

2019-09-30 18:16:48 UTC  

Take your time on this bubby. I know you know this but we high emotional types always have big fucking waves of feelings. Recognizing this will help you be alert to when your PTSD is effecting you

2019-09-30 18:16:50 UTC  

Go ask her to go somewhere with you

2019-09-30 18:17:17 UTC  

Hell just make it like a walk in a park or soemthing

2019-09-30 18:17:23 UTC  

or something neat to go see

2019-09-30 18:17:25 UTC  

Write about yourself,to yourself,as if you weren't yourself.

2019-09-30 18:17:34 UTC  

Because im broke. And im not gonna make her pay for it.

And also, i think she'd laugh at me and i don't think im ready for that one

2019-09-30 18:17:35 UTC  

Yeah man - these fresh situations are rough, especially with history.

The very best thing you can do is be calm and confident.

2019-09-30 18:17:39 UTC  

I can help you have more control

2019-09-30 18:17:44 UTC  

There are plenty of free things to go see my man

2019-09-30 18:17:53 UTC  

Like I said literally just go to a park