im outcast like dont have real friends

i started to like being alone

yep we are in the same stage like sitting alone with headphones is better option tha talking with ppl in my class

(i mean of isolation not problems of live)

have you got dreams about doing mass shooting or other fucked up shit?

nope

i don't really remember what happends in my dreams

if i remember they are nightmares

like some strong dreams are mostly connected with sufering or makeing others suffer

and ends up the same

i wake up

and start doing my shit

and then another one

day

end it ends up the same with dream

fucked up dream

and key (in my opinion) to feeling grate is achiving goals and living those dreams trying to memorise them

and man if you will be sometime in future in 3-city that would be nice to go for a round or two (but first i need to nail my sat)

i will hit you up if i ever get there but i think i my go there this summer

Gonna quit my job soon. Hopefully find something else right away. May go work for the post office or federal express. Might be a porter over at a ford dealership

Fingers crossed for you my dude

Thanks. I cant take anymore of the bullshit there...

Yeah I don't blame you one bit.

Chnaging the board up is tough - it can be a struggle.

But fuck man - it's a lot cleaner and nicer when you do.

Im doing well lately, nothing that gave me a reason to get pissed off, or make me sad in some way

But im afraid things get bad again

Or worse

Just focus on staying steady - remaining calm - maintaining control of your situation - etc

It's easier (said than done) to maintain a win streak than to pull yourself out from a loss - as long as you're paying attention and always looking out, both ways, and ahead

on that note - i needa pass the fuck out

but hopefully life's big mean dick is bored with you for a bit

I'll keep my fingers crossed, anon

Just work and we can start a new life here man. Well import our hoes

Lmaoo

Panzer my dad is a postman he says it pays well and you get benefits. Im just not about it

Gotta fight dogs for bitches - n all that.

Man. I'm so fucking stressed out. I owe some much artwork and I'm so fucking broke. Ive been doing this cycle for almost 2 months now and I'm beginning to not love to draw

So find something else to supplement ur work sonur passion dont die

Maybe

I feel compelled to just muscle through this and once I get done I might sell OG work unless it was something I really liked

I am just so fucking broke