Message from @jaruspk
Discord ID: 630124073258582027
i hate most of them just for being themself
almost everyone of them is acting like fucking npc in skyrim
man im acting like npc irl like go to school go home study sleep repeat
that give you immunity to the world around ya
acting like one doesn't mean you are one
i do that to thats how we need to live to not to be outcast from society
and to be hostest i stoped carring about that
im outcast like dont have real friends
i started to like being alone
yep we are in the same stage like sitting alone with headphones is better option tha talking with ppl in my class
(i mean of isolation not problems of live)
have you got dreams about doing mass shooting or other fucked up shit?
nope
i don't really remember what happends in my dreams
if i remember they are nightmares
like some strong dreams are mostly connected with sufering or makeing others suffer
and ends up the same
i wake up
and start doing my shit
and then another one
end it ends up the same with dream
fucked up dream
and key (in my opinion) to feeling grate is achiving goals and living those dreams trying to memorise them
and man if you will be sometime in future in 3-city that would be nice to go for a round or two (but first i need to nail my sat)
i will hit you up if i ever get there but i think i my go there this summer
Gonna quit my job soon. Hopefully find something else right away. May go work for the post office or federal express. Might be a porter over at a ford dealership
Fingers crossed for you my dude
Thanks. I cant take anymore of the bullshit there...
Yeah I don't blame you one bit.
Chnaging the board up is tough - it can be a struggle.
But fuck man - it's a lot cleaner and nicer when you do.
Im doing well lately, nothing that gave me a reason to get pissed off, or make me sad in some way
But im afraid things get bad again
Or worse
Just focus on staying steady - remaining calm - maintaining control of your situation - etc
It's easier (said than done) to maintain a win streak than to pull yourself out from a loss - as long as you're paying attention and always looking out, both ways, and ahead
on that note - i needa pass the fuck out
but hopefully life's big mean dick is bored with you for a bit
I'll keep my fingers crossed, anon
Just work and we can start a new life here man. Well import our hoes
Lmaoo