You will be abke to

Just taking my load off

@wendiko no i dont. Im useless. I don't do shit

Jobless, a barely take my trade seriously

I hate myself. This is the big reason I dont go to the gym anymore, there's no point of taking care of my body

Its easy to feel bad for yourself.

Gotta keep going. You have time

Grind for it

Your ADOS is weak - but subte enough that anyone will take it

Self doubt only comes from fractured senses of self and iron ideas of this person we expected we should be. Doubt is the killer of dreams and I don't want you to ever give up Kings. Some where along the line,you lost faith in yourself. But it can always be reclaimed. You just have to trust yourself more.

It's all gonna burn - but only **you** decide how flammable you are.

^

Use the fire for positive change

I wish there were more Terrorbirds around but

let's be real - we'd btfo that beak n feathers. . .

@Thomatorr, King of Ohio there are things I know I can do

But there are other things that im sure i cant

Like, a lot

King I will be here to help you feel as confident as I can. Hell if I lived any where near you I'd be over often

Thanks fam

I'd invite myself to that hoedown - but, same distance problem

I cant get confident enough

What have you been up to this past month my man?

It takes small steps

When I lost my mind because I was gaslightened-narcissistically mind fucked by my best friend of 15 years. I wrote all over the walls as a way to have a place to re-enforce what I knew of myself. I wrote all the good things about myself I could muster. I wrote the bad things and how I can be more aware of my negative habits and how i can change them. I wrote what I dreamed about. I wrote what small victories I've made in the past. We will always battle against ourselves. We must take the reigns from our unoccupied mind and demand it to submit to our will. That will take the best of your strength. Catch yourself feeling that way,then try to do even the smallest joy producing thing and get lost in it.

@INNYGMATYK nothing really

I read a bit

But most of the things I really wanted to do I didn't do anything about

I feel that - I'm lacking and behind too

but I'm taking all the steps I can

and it helps to remember or remind yourself who you're doing it for.

Like Tomater said ; take inventory of your assets. All of them. You have at least some, trust me.

And then you know what you're working with.

And, once you break down your problems, you'll find the tools and what you have with how to use em.

idfk dude - but please trust me you will find a way.

Yeah

But there are things I really want to do but I dont have the personality nor the hability to do so

Do I really deserve happiness? serious question

Its not that you may or may not deserve it