Message from @Sir Harndes
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I used to party with them, do howardy shit but now i dont think i could do that again
Dame i sounds old for like 19years old bio-chem studen<:1937_jerry:554426006820093964>
So what to do kings
Tbh working out or climbing a mountain can be better than a party
Oh just one more thing
When did this actually start bothering you? Like, when did you start feeling sad about it?
I remember not wanting to party, but tbh its never been my forte
Like 2months ago its started
And i started skiping breakes i study when others have fun i can maintain work life balance but i dont feel like its big deal but the key is i dont like where it is going so
How to fight of this strange kind of sadness/shyness
I dont even know how to name it like its being doomer/bloomer
Yeah I get you
I dunno, it's kinda hard to force yourself to interact with people when you don't want to
Tru
Maybe try finding something new in common with them?
Like, if they play sports or have some kind of group hobby
Ok kings i will try or just i will let this go.. like fuck that rhode rythms are better than human interactions
Glad to have you here
Gnight
Man I'm glad to have you here
Stay strong and don't feel afraid to reach out whenever you need it
We're here for you homie
I lost my will to live
There's no meaning to continue
There's always a reason to keep going
One day I'll commit suicide
Ban me for being edgy and doomer as you wish
Nah, I wont ban ya. I want to help ya
Im too coward to commit suicide atm
But suicide isnt the way, it almost never is. The only reason would be like a painful terminal illness
I'll disappear completely when I die, so there's no meaning to continue. You wont change my mind if the first thing I said in this phrase is true
I agree with dark buddy. It isnt ever the answer. Your family and friends will be in a lot of pain too.
I know because ive lost my best friend to it.
Im here for ya.
So, even if we do disappear after dying, like no afterlife stuff. You will live on in memory and legacy. Thats the reason to keep going. To build something, no matter how small, and pass it down the ages.
A extremely selfish commentary: if they feel the pain or not, I dont give a crap, 'cuz they'll die anyway
You don't know the extent of it, no one does. But I can tell ya the world is better with you in it for your full natural life
"If consciousness is just a mirage produced by chemical reactions in our brains, and if the mirage permanently flickers out on the day those reactions cease, then do any of our conscious thoughts really matter? Sure, you can have an impact on others who will live on after you die, but one day they will disappear into thin air too. To my mind, all this talk of valuable life experiences adding up to something meaningful is like talking about how to make X add up to something meaningful in the above equation. In the end, it’s all for naught."
"human consciousness is rooted in anything other than the chemicals in our brains, thus rejecting the idea that any of our experiences will last outside of time; yet it also tries to say that our consciousness and experiences are meaningful. I don’t see how both of those assertions can be true."
Read it, I beg you
In a cosmic sense, yes. But then why of us do anything then? Why didn't we stop at primordial soup, instead of becoming all that is around us today. You must take the pleasure and painnof the microcosm, not the macro. Go down to the smallest point that has meaning, because there is meaning there at its base level
But building lasting things is what matters. Family, bloodlines, traditions, inventions, ect. Look back at the earliest of humans. They are gone, and no one alive knew them. Yet we came from them, they are a part of us. Their art lives on, and so do they in a sense