But family is excludet like i feel bound to my family like you know that kind of relationship is quite normal

I also felt completely alienated and out of touch with everyone, now I have a few good people I know I can count on and I don't regret cutting off ties with a bunch of other people

But those guys in my case arent bad

And I get the "they didn't do anything wrong I'm just no longer interested" thing, I went through that phase as well

Like i dont care about them anymore

I used to party with them, do howardy shit but now i dont think i could do that again

Dame i sounds old for like 19years old bio-chem studen<:1937_jerry:554426006820093964>

So what to do kings

Tbh working out or climbing a mountain can be better than a party

Oh just one more thing

When did this actually start bothering you? Like, when did you start feeling sad about it?

I remember not wanting to party, but tbh its never been my forte

Like 2months ago its started

And i started skiping breakes i study when others have fun i can maintain work life balance but i dont feel like its big deal but the key is i dont like where it is going so
How to fight of this strange kind of sadness/shyness

I dont even know how to name it like its being doomer/bloomer

Yeah I get you

I dunno, it's kinda hard to force yourself to interact with people when you don't want to

Tru

Maybe try finding something new in common with them?

Like, if they play sports or have some kind of group hobby

Ok kings i will try or just i will let this go.. like fuck that rhode rythms are better than human interactions

Glad to have you here

Gnight

Man I'm glad to have you here

Stay strong and don't feel afraid to reach out whenever you need it

We're here for you homie

Okay, I dunno why im still seeking for help here, but its official

I lost my will to live

There's no meaning to continue

There's always a reason to keep going

One day I'll commit suicide

Ban me for being edgy and doomer as you wish

Nah, I wont ban ya. I want to help ya

Im too coward to commit suicide atm

But suicide isnt the way, it almost never is. The only reason would be like a painful terminal illness

I'll disappear completely when I die, so there's no meaning to continue. You wont change my mind if the first thing I said in this phrase is true

I agree with dark buddy. It isnt ever the answer. Your family and friends will be in a lot of pain too.

I know because ive lost my best friend to it.

Im here for ya.

So, even if we do disappear after dying, like no afterlife stuff. You will live on in memory and legacy. Thats the reason to keep going. To build something, no matter how small, and pass it down the ages.

A extremely selfish commentary: if they feel the pain or not, I dont give a crap, 'cuz they'll die anyway

You don't know the extent of it, no one does. But I can tell ya the world is better with you in it for your full natural life