Message from @jaruspk

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2019-11-27 22:37:38 UTC  

I guess the kind of guys who fits into our community face similar issues when it comes to integrating into society

2019-11-27 22:37:47 UTC  

Not really i started rooking headphones at all free time at school cus i dont want to talk with my classmates
Like they have not done anthing wrong
But i dont feel the same way about them
Like i dont feel need to party anymore

2019-11-27 22:37:59 UTC  

Also sorry for my broken english kinda tired and not a native speaker

2019-11-27 22:38:08 UTC  

Me too m8

2019-11-27 22:38:11 UTC  

Chill

2019-11-27 22:38:28 UTC  

Do you have any close friends/family you really enjoy hanging out with?

2019-11-27 22:38:35 UTC  

No

2019-11-27 22:38:49 UTC  

Mayby one-2 persons

2019-11-27 22:38:55 UTC  

Man, i definitely feel that, but the reason iz because most of them either started meth or are liberal as all hell

2019-11-27 22:40:39 UTC  

But family is excludet like i feel bound to my family like you know that kind of relationship is quite normal

2019-11-27 22:41:27 UTC  

I also felt completely alienated and out of touch with everyone, now I have a few good people I know I can count on and I don't regret cutting off ties with a bunch of other people

2019-11-27 22:41:55 UTC  

But those guys in my case arent bad

2019-11-27 22:42:15 UTC  

And I get the "they didn't do anything wrong I'm just no longer interested" thing, I went through that phase as well

2019-11-27 22:42:47 UTC  

Like i dont care about them anymore

2019-11-27 22:44:23 UTC  

I used to party with them, do howardy shit but now i dont think i could do that again

Dame i sounds old for like 19years old bio-chem studen<:1937_jerry:554426006820093964>

2019-11-27 22:44:43 UTC  

So what to do kings

2019-11-27 22:44:57 UTC  

Tbh working out or climbing a mountain can be better than a party

2019-11-27 22:45:17 UTC  

Oh just one more thing

2019-11-27 22:45:37 UTC  

When did this actually start bothering you? Like, when did you start feeling sad about it?

2019-11-27 22:46:15 UTC  

I remember not wanting to party, but tbh its never been my forte

2019-11-27 22:46:29 UTC  

Like 2months ago its started

2019-11-27 22:48:46 UTC  

And i started skiping breakes i study when others have fun i can maintain work life balance but i dont feel like its big deal but the key is i dont like where it is going so
How to fight of this strange kind of sadness/shyness

2019-11-27 22:49:48 UTC  

I dont even know how to name it like its being doomer/bloomer

2019-11-27 22:49:58 UTC  

Yeah I get you

2019-11-27 22:50:29 UTC  

I dunno, it's kinda hard to force yourself to interact with people when you don't want to

2019-11-27 22:50:41 UTC  

Tru

2019-11-27 22:50:46 UTC  

Maybe try finding something new in common with them?

2019-11-27 22:51:04 UTC  

Like, if they play sports or have some kind of group hobby

2019-11-27 22:52:54 UTC  

Ok kings i will try or just i will let this go.. like fuck that rhode rythms are better than human interactions

2019-11-27 22:53:08 UTC  

Glad to have you here

2019-11-27 22:53:18 UTC  

Gnight

2019-11-27 22:54:18 UTC  

Man I'm glad to have you here

2019-11-27 22:54:34 UTC  

Stay strong and don't feel afraid to reach out whenever you need it

2019-11-27 22:58:02 UTC  

We're here for you homie

2019-11-28 03:02:16 UTC  

Okay, I dunno why im still seeking for help here, but its official

2019-11-28 03:02:23 UTC  

I lost my will to live

2019-11-28 03:02:34 UTC  

There's no meaning to continue

2019-11-28 03:02:58 UTC  

There's always a reason to keep going

2019-11-28 03:02:59 UTC  

One day I'll commit suicide

2019-11-28 03:03:12 UTC  

Ban me for being edgy and doomer as you wish

2019-11-28 03:03:31 UTC  

Nah, I wont ban ya. I want to help ya