I dont even know how to name it like its being doomer/bloomer

Yeah I get you

I dunno, it's kinda hard to force yourself to interact with people when you don't want to

Tru

Maybe try finding something new in common with them?

Like, if they play sports or have some kind of group hobby

Ok kings i will try or just i will let this go.. like fuck that rhode rythms are better than human interactions

Glad to have you here

Gnight

Man I'm glad to have you here

Stay strong and don't feel afraid to reach out whenever you need it

We're here for you homie

Okay, I dunno why im still seeking for help here, but its official

I lost my will to live

There's no meaning to continue

There's always a reason to keep going

One day I'll commit suicide

Ban me for being edgy and doomer as you wish

Nah, I wont ban ya. I want to help ya

Im too coward to commit suicide atm

But suicide isnt the way, it almost never is. The only reason would be like a painful terminal illness

I'll disappear completely when I die, so there's no meaning to continue. You wont change my mind if the first thing I said in this phrase is true

I agree with dark buddy. It isnt ever the answer. Your family and friends will be in a lot of pain too.

I know because ive lost my best friend to it.

Im here for ya.

So, even if we do disappear after dying, like no afterlife stuff. You will live on in memory and legacy. Thats the reason to keep going. To build something, no matter how small, and pass it down the ages.

A extremely selfish commentary: if they feel the pain or not, I dont give a crap, 'cuz they'll die anyway

You don't know the extent of it, no one does. But I can tell ya the world is better with you in it for your full natural life

"If consciousness is just a mirage produced by chemical reactions in our brains, and if the mirage permanently flickers out on the day those reactions cease, then do any of our conscious thoughts really matter? Sure, you can have an impact on others who will live on after you die, but one day they will disappear into thin air too. To my mind, all this talk of valuable life experiences adding up to something meaningful is like talking about how to make X add up to something meaningful in the above equation. In the end, it’s all for naught."

"human consciousness is rooted in anything other than the chemicals in our brains, thus rejecting the idea that any of our experiences will last outside of time; yet it also tries to say that our consciousness and experiences are meaningful. I don’t see how both of those assertions can be true."

Read it, I beg you

In a cosmic sense, yes. But then why of us do anything then? Why didn't we stop at primordial soup, instead of becoming all that is around us today. You must take the pleasure and painnof the microcosm, not the macro. Go down to the smallest point that has meaning, because there is meaning there at its base level

But building lasting things is what matters. Family, bloodlines, traditions, inventions, ect. Look back at the earliest of humans. They are gone, and no one alive knew them. Yet we came from them, they are a part of us. Their art lives on, and so do they in a sense

@thedarkness05 we might do things for absolutely nothing

Believing there's a meaning wont make it true

Having a legacy even knowing there's nothing after death does not make any sense AT ALL.
If you imply there's a meaning, why does it have one?

No, there's meaning because I create it. I have seen the ripples of my actions for the better and worse. Something small I might have done might have meant the world to someone. Same goes for others. I used to dip int the cosmic nothingness as well. But you need to pull yourself back from that.

And the legacy after death jazz, is all about leaving something more or better for your kids and theirs. Thats what I mean by legacy. It dosent have to be anything grand

The things we build are made to fulfill our ego. We might think there's meaning in something when we're alive, but it dissapear when we die. When you place you in a situation that you'll never exist anymore, you'd think the same way, cuz you're in a perspective of someone who's alive

Not entirely true with the ego thing, unless you're talking Freudian style. And nah man, I've walked the edge of death a few times. Ive also seen what it does to people. And the things that they left behind, they still have meaning. They still caused an impact

It doesn't matter if I leave something good or bad for someone, they'll die the same way. Hope I'm wrong about the afterlife