Message from @Crow
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this assuages my guilt without having to let him in my house
it helps me that he doesnt want to do it
so in a way im also punishing him for bothering me
by making him do something i want to do instead of something he wants to do
and now if he kills himself i can say
"well i tried"
It's also a thing he can do on his own if he needs to, and exercise helps lift the spirit.
thats my thinking
like if i get into the existential tailspin
i find a good bike ride actually helps a lot
and i think thats where hes at
depression isnt "sadness"
its nothingness
its not that everything is bad
its that nothing is good
no purpose, no meaning, i get that
it becomes nihilism
a bike ride isnt a super nihilistic act
most nihilists never exercise
anyway whatever thanks for helping me think about it a bit
Yeah, it's the manifestation of apathy. Actually feeling apathetic. And it tears everything of meaning down from the inside out. Been there.
i dont want him moping all over my house
Yeah, no worries man. Hope you can sort it out.
i would prefer to go out and anti-mope with him
@Frank-2, Revolver Frankcelot I got that pink color bro, do you?
Why are you pink?
he made it a whole day without getting celled/kicked
That means something?
Wow
well, if someone is too autistic to make it past the first day, they probably don't belong.
probably.
heyyy
i got my xeno-ship (?)
So if I'm a buttmad idiot I get yeeted?
Fun
Just because you're still here, doesn't mean you aren't just stunningly autistic
It just means you don't talk much. Like me.
@Charles "Ban Hammer" English no idea
Nope
I'm a stuck here