Message from @Crow
Discord ID: 621902527960711169
It's not cold, it's just realistic about how much you can personally do for someone else. Reach out if and when you can, but if it's an issue with him it will have to be him to solve it. Even with help.
I've made that mistake before. Trying to help someone who was too far gone to really benefit at that point. It's brutal but there's a reason there's a billion dollar mental health industry. Unfortunately, al of the time you realize someone needs help is also after the point you can really help.
yeh
well i called him up and offered to go on a bike ride, i do it all the time when im feeling like shit
maybe it will help him
its late but whatever, i know a cool spot to ride to
shouldnt take long, maybe 45 minutes
this assuages my guilt without having to let him in my house
it helps me that he doesnt want to do it
so in a way im also punishing him for bothering me
by making him do something i want to do instead of something he wants to do
and now if he kills himself i can say
"well i tried"
It's also a thing he can do on his own if he needs to, and exercise helps lift the spirit.
thats my thinking
like if i get into the existential tailspin
i find a good bike ride actually helps a lot
and i think thats where hes at
depression isnt "sadness"
its nothingness
its that nothing is good
no purpose, no meaning, i get that
it becomes nihilism
a bike ride isnt a super nihilistic act
most nihilists never exercise
anyway whatever thanks for helping me think about it a bit
i think this is a decent plan to solve all the problems together
Yeah, it's the manifestation of apathy. Actually feeling apathetic. And it tears everything of meaning down from the inside out. Been there.
i dont want him moping all over my house
Yeah, no worries man. Hope you can sort it out.
i would prefer to go out and anti-mope with him
@Frank-2, Revolver Frankcelot I got that pink color bro, do you?
Why are you pink?
he made it a whole day without getting celled/kicked
That means something?
Wow
well, if someone is too autistic to make it past the first day, they probably don't belong.
probably.
heyyy
i got my xeno-ship (?)