Message from @Szayel's Pooppion
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That’s what I believe now @J_G_ 👍🏻
i don't think that awareness comes from nowhere
The feeling of not beeing wanted or fitting in can be deathindusing
But there was also always a part of me that felt I didn’t rlly want to die and there must be a purpose for why I’m here
Right
Thats why u alive still i think
i know that i am not worth wanting, and therefore i am fine if nobody wants me
O:
Why?!
Right there makes me want you to find out why the devil?
i dont mean it in a bad way, i just know that i am no good. that's just honesty
I dont believe that at all
well, there's subjectivity for ye
And i realy think that deep in you dont eather
eighter
Why are you here if you believe you’re no good?
I mean this server
You must want to better yourself
well, the personality that i am in is temporary, it must go at sometime or another, why be too attached to it?
I wanted to say that. You would not be here if not
Many ppl that are evil live in a completely unconscious state
Its not your proporty
Its mother earths
Your something else
yeah i guess god helps those who helps themselves
\o/
I belive that!
I do feel that i am over some sort of hill. That somehow I have gotten in that boat like Frodo did at the end of LOTR.
Growing up with any single parent is tough. But as a female I know the void it creates to not have a father. I guess that’s a large part of why it’s a big problem to me that women are not caring if they have children with anyone, and think they can just do it all on their own and just go on welfare to physically care for the child. It’s simply not enough. Men are so important.
But Jesse says that we have to realize we are no good etc
@J_G_ keep watching Jesse then, keep talking to ppl and seek help!
I haven't met anybody who can help me, I am normally the one who helps, and it's ok.
We are all good with the potential of evil
WHen u came out of your mother the whole world loved you
No notion of evil
I’ve felt a similar way before
I think when you truly believe that no one can help you , that creates the fact
I thought like that as a teen and was in my worst depressions
But I can't see how anyone else really could help me. Jesse however has done more for me than anyone in a long time, just by his work.