Message from @crzmkr
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Oops
Lol
Idk why I assumed that hehe
I wouldnt ask you of that :p
Lol I don’t mind anyway (:
But im glad i wanted to shere
share
i'm not sure that death would be easier than life
Thats the thing
How do u know that killing yourself wouldnt make things worse?
Well, I started thinking about how I was still here after my attempts actually, and the other miraculous things that had happened. But i also went to therapy and did a lot of work on myself too much over my late teens and early 20s
That’s what I believe now @J_G_ 👍🏻
i don't think that awareness comes from nowhere
The feeling of not beeing wanted or fitting in can be deathindusing
But there was also always a part of me that felt I didn’t rlly want to die and there must be a purpose for why I’m here
Right
Thats why u alive still i think
i know that i am not worth wanting, and therefore i am fine if nobody wants me
O:
Why?!
i dont mean it in a bad way, i just know that i am no good. that's just honesty
I dont believe that at all
well, there's subjectivity for ye
And i realy think that deep in you dont eather
eighter
Why are you here if you believe you’re no good?
I mean this server
You must want to better yourself
well, the personality that i am in is temporary, it must go at sometime or another, why be too attached to it?
I wanted to say that. You would not be here if not
Ad to want to better yourself and have that awareness your heart has to be pure
Many ppl that are evil live in a completely unconscious state
Its not your proporty
Its mother earths
Your something else
yeah i guess god helps those who helps themselves
\o/
I belive that!
I do feel that i am over some sort of hill. That somehow I have gotten in that boat like Frodo did at the end of LOTR.