Message from @Valtiel
Discord ID: 355983913526493196
Well, it's hard to escape things.
If I ever said it was just for my entertainment, it's because I was trying to make light of things, try to hide my real concerns.
Especially such an abusive relationship.
Sounds like the entire truth to be entirely honest.
You're just a human Chopin, a man tortured by the world. Seagulls swooping at you again and again and again. I'm sure a lot of this was some time of cooping with the pain. With all of that, I'm sorry.
It's sometimes hard to navigate on the internet where emotional vulnerability is not welcome.
Welcome to modern liberal internet.
Because its fine to *hate*, *bully*, *push*, and *stab* here.
If it's for the lols of course.
It comes from a place of pain and insecurity though. Sometimes I am happy to eat some insults if the person on the other ends gets some satisfaction. But it is like given a drug addict another hit. Not wise, but I can sympathise when people lash out and create personas for themselves on the internet so that they never have to be hurt again.
The reality of that is just numbing.
For myself, it's all this attempt to get people to treat me fairly and like the sibling I hold them as.
I fucking hide so much for that fact, I know you're just opening up now. But I'll take whatever you've got to throw at me.
I'll roll with it, if I can get that beautiful spark from you. It's the reason why places like /pol/ and IronMarch fail me. They're just hateful and aggressive.
That is they're nature, and I am a soft spirit searching for my place in a collective I can trust with my weak body and my aching, feaverish mind. Others I have to refuse because they're just wrong in o so many ways.
**Shrug**
You get it, I'm just rambling.
Sorry if none of it makes sense too, my everything is numb .
Shut up everyone
Yeah, I get it. It's genuinely brave to admit.
It starts with n and ends with n 👌 👌 👌
Fuck yourself.
No one cares about your stupid memes.
**A n y m o r e**
Thanks for the chat. I need to go wash away the spectre that's been haunting me.
@Deleted User Good
See you later, God bless.
Bye.
:)
I don't care, just shut up. I'm going to give you a vaccum to shit post before you burn out.
Gas the normies, autism war now
I accept your autism. At least you're honest.