im just odd i think

not comfortable around them

cant act normal

around parents

I see

Highly recommend therapy. That's not an insult,

Have you been diagnosed with any mental illnesses? If you’re not comfortable talking about that then tell me

I had one for les than 2 hours till I walked out and smashed some plants

I think a lot of people might need therapists

my mom made me 3 years ago

after i got expelled

What did the therapist say that angered you

it seems like they struck a nerve

Don't remember, I just wanted to act mad and break shit to have a reason to run out

Where were you where a session lasts more than an hour

i twas over 3 days

not whole 2

Intake appointments take longer, but over an hour and a half sounds crazy

It sounds like you’re afraid to expose weakness around people. Does that sound accurate?

i dont think so

I can't figure out whats wrong with me

ive tried for years

and doing drugs

Idk

and will never know

AFter I get back from Iraq ill probably have PTSD and thats gonna be the breaking point

Don't hurt yourself man

anon why are you helping this guy lmao

I will be remembered

like if this guy hurts himself

fucking crab rave

lmao

Cause his ideology is most likely a result of his hurt

I think the line I will be remmbered sums out Kultros problem

Don’t stress out too much
At least ask help from someone out there if you know em well

It sounds familiar to me

I don't know who I am, I don't know what my purpose even is

Maybe that's why I've attached myself to an ideology

but

im also drunk and high af so who fucking knows

You can find something purposeful, you don't have to hurt people