Message from @cmad
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I had one for les than 2 hours till I walked out and smashed some plants
I think a lot of people might need therapists
my mom made me 3 years ago
after i got expelled
What did the therapist say that angered you
it seems like they struck a nerve
Don't remember, I just wanted to act mad and break shit to have a reason to run out
Where were you where a session lasts more than an hour
i twas over 3 days
not whole 2
Intake appointments take longer, but over an hour and a half sounds crazy
It sounds like you’re afraid to expose weakness around people. Does that sound accurate?
i dont think so
I can't figure out whats wrong with me
ive tried for years
and doing drugs
Idk
and will never know
AFter I get back from Iraq ill probably have PTSD and thats gonna be the breaking point
Don't hurt yourself man
I will be remembered
like if this guy hurts himself
fucking crab rave
lmao
Cause his ideology is most likely a result of his hurt
I think the line I will be remmbered sums out Kultros problem
Don’t stress out too much
At least ask help from someone out there if you know em well
It sounds familiar to me
I don't know who I am, I don't know what my purpose even is
Maybe that's why I've attached myself to an ideology
but
im also drunk and high af so who fucking knows
You can find something purposeful, you don't have to hurt people
I have attached myself to ideology as well
so
but again purpose is subjective
So you want a place to belong?
I'm learning how to live with a perceived lack of purpose as well
Kultro, none of us have a set purpose. You get to decide your own as a conscious individual.
your purpose will surely come later
no need to stress out about it this early