They went almost to the fat layer

damn

so i tattood over the scar tissue

Even I don't cut wtf

im just really drunk and high right now im gonna regret this tomorrow

this is getting deep
the bad kind of deep

im just too euphoric to give a fuck

Do you lack someone you can talk to at home?

We understand

I dont talk to my parents

Not really anyone except natsoc IRL and online friends

Why? Are they hostile towards you

and soldiers

no

Everyone deserves someone to talk to

im just odd i think

not comfortable around them

cant act normal

around parents

I see

Highly recommend therapy. That's not an insult,

Have you been diagnosed with any mental illnesses? If you’re not comfortable talking about that then tell me

I had one for les than 2 hours till I walked out and smashed some plants

I think a lot of people might need therapists

my mom made me 3 years ago

after i got expelled

What did the therapist say that angered you

it seems like they struck a nerve

Don't remember, I just wanted to act mad and break shit to have a reason to run out

Where were you where a session lasts more than an hour

i twas over 3 days

not whole 2

Intake appointments take longer, but over an hour and a half sounds crazy

It sounds like you’re afraid to expose weakness around people. Does that sound accurate?

i dont think so

I can't figure out whats wrong with me

ive tried for years

and doing drugs

Idk

and will never know

AFter I get back from Iraq ill probably have PTSD and thats gonna be the breaking point