Message from @UtopianConcepts
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modern world is truly horrifying bros
Yeah it is
@Jbruh imagine working for your money and throwing it away in hopes of being lucky
I met a goth girl whos into black guys and has a tinder date every other night
The modern world turning me into a far right Christian extremist
she wanted to fuck me too but I just started ignoring her
horror
Women arent even women any more
ofc not
I was into one girl who wasn't a whore or a partier, but ofc she turned out to be insane
I either listen to neofolk or Gregorian chant on the bus to ground me
Our world is so sick
I listen to Chopin's nocturnes, always gets me feeling peaceful and refreshed
You get used to it but you dont realise how sickening it is until you detach yourself and look at it from an outside perspective
I listen to Four seasons a lot
I was feeling very blackpilled for a spell
I can only imagine the grief and sadness God feels over his creation
We gotta do better fellas
I knew the kinds of degeneracy that were out there but seeing it up close is something entirely different
I am trying to stop masturbating for God because he has given me strength in spite of all of the blackpills I've seen since I've been here
Porn is boring just get a committed wife and become someone bro
I've been praying for a hatred of my own sin
I need to stop indulging in it
I stopped porn a long time ago
it's just jerking off in general that I'm trying to stop now
I have a real hard time stopping
I do it way less but I relapsed today
yeah same
Lust is my biggest vice
By far
Lust sloth and gluttony are all pretty big ones for me
Yeah
I feel like God is just yet forgiving we are just human
Wrath too at times
Same
Sloth and gluttony too
took communion today
I am not envious or greedy really at all, so those have never been a problem
I’ll never be perfect just want to be a good man