but yeah I don't do parties and didn't drink or anything

I've been meeting some Christian peeps

I wanted to see what it was like and it was disgusting I just left after 15 min

Been pretty good

Alph is a gambler

disavow

I am becoming more devout in my faith after college

@Alphonsus can I see your UFO bro?

modern world is truly horrifying bros

Yeah it is

@Jbruh imagine working for your money and throwing it away in hopes of being lucky

I met a goth girl whos into black guys and has a tinder date every other night

The modern world turning me into a far right Christian extremist

she wanted to fuck me too but I just started ignoring her

horror

Women arent even women any more

ofc not

I was into one girl who wasn't a whore or a partier, but ofc she turned out to be insane

I either listen to neofolk or Gregorian chant on the bus to ground me

Our world is so sick

I listen to Chopin's nocturnes, always gets me feeling peaceful and refreshed

You get used to it but you dont realise how sickening it is until you detach yourself and look at it from an outside perspective

I listen to Four seasons a lot

I was feeling very blackpilled for a spell

I can only imagine the grief and sadness God feels over his creation

We gotta do better fellas

I knew the kinds of degeneracy that were out there but seeing it up close is something entirely different

I don’t believe in women only mothers

I am trying to stop masturbating for God because he has given me strength in spite of all of the blackpills I've seen since I've been here

Porn is boring just get a committed wife and become someone bro

I've been praying for a hatred of my own sin

I need to stop indulging in it

I stopped porn a long time ago

it's just jerking off in general that I'm trying to stop now

I have a real hard time stopping

I do it way less but I relapsed today

yeah same

Lust is my biggest vice

By far

Lust sloth and gluttony are all pretty big ones for me