You get used to it but you dont realise how sickening it is until you detach yourself and look at it from an outside perspective

I listen to Four seasons a lot

I was feeling very blackpilled for a spell

I can only imagine the grief and sadness God feels over his creation

We gotta do better fellas

I knew the kinds of degeneracy that were out there but seeing it up close is something entirely different

I don’t believe in women only mothers

I am trying to stop masturbating for God because he has given me strength in spite of all of the blackpills I've seen since I've been here

Porn is boring just get a committed wife and become someone bro

I've been praying for a hatred of my own sin

I need to stop indulging in it

I stopped porn a long time ago

it's just jerking off in general that I'm trying to stop now

I have a real hard time stopping

I do it way less but I relapsed today

yeah same

Lust is my biggest vice

By far

Lust sloth and gluttony are all pretty big ones for me

Yeah

I feel like God is just yet forgiving we are just human

Wrath too at times

Same

Sloth and gluttony too

took communion today

I am not envious or greedy really at all, so those have never been a problem

I’ll never be perfect just want to be a good man

would unironically rather be poor and have an intact family than be a 36 yo divorcee with a 6 fig salary

Yeah

I have a problem with pride every now and again tho

Sloth gluttony and lust all feed into each other i find

I've had at least 3 opportunities to have sex with attractive women and refused all of them, so I am sort of proud of that

Yes 100%

Part of the reason I give into temptation is because im slacking on stuff i should be doing

Whereas if i was preoccupied it wouldnt be such a struggle

Like right now I relapsed mainly bcuz I have a big test tomorrow

Dude yeah

If i have a test the next day im screwed

I start procrastinating and its game over

I also had a gay dude come onto me sort of

that was weird