most people go through that whole "first love" stuff, its part of the modern life cycle now

I was (probably still am) willing to move a state for this bitch. It's not worth it.

She's just pussy.

how old are you?

I am 23

....

She's 19

Don't judge me lol

thats even worse dude

How so?

i was expecting 18

@reagoge She's going to be long gone, long, long gone.

I never dated or messed with girls.

@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)🇺🇸 No, she keeps asking me to visit and smash her brains out more.

yeah i deduced that

The sex was the only good part of all this.

Here's how you beat this.

shes 19, young dumb and full of cum just like you

@God Emperor Jigaboo I've been working since I was 16. I didn't have a good family.

Yeah

You see your pants?

She's all those things and highest SMV from 18-25 right?

If you don't, put them back on.

If you do, rebutton and zip up

@RTheWriter Sup

you need to start focusing on YOUR life and goals

@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)🇺🇸 I've tried jerking it until I am swollen and abstaining entirely. I still think about her too much.

sounds like your focus is on HER

Congratulations on a few more days without getting shot or stabbed.

@God Emperor Jigaboo That's the issue. My life is solid. I have no debt, a lot invested, a solid job, lots of friends and code/game/read/shoot/hunt as hobbies.

@reagoge I ditched a girl I used to talk to because I got tired of carrying conversations.

She was my distraction.

This was almost 2 years ago.

Popp, Smoke, and Ghost.

@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)🇺🇸 I am FINALLY getting there with her. She messages me 150-300 times a day and hours of FaceTime.

@reagoge okay.... you need to shift your focus back to yourself. you just said you have no debt, a solid job, and a decent/good social life

Ignore her.

you got life by the balls dude

Before you're the one who gets blown out by the courts.

you need to realize that you staying with this chick is gonna likely fuck your life up and you need to start making an exit plan

@reagoge you said "I didn't have a good family", then you ask "I am attached to this girl literally just because she was my first?". I think there's a link here. Bad family = lack of *something* (could be love, attention, empathy, secure environment...), and that crazy bitch fulfilled that lack somewhat