Message from @Noctah
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I wosh i ghosted the girl i was with before she moved to New York and i lost her before i was ready to let her go. Shit's rough dude. I can feel how much i miss her in my stomach. She was a good girl and now she's to far for me to touch. I'm red pilled i just fucked up and got attached to her
@reagoge Give it time, be open to new experiences, and hopefully things will balance out
@π ππ₯π’πππ°π±ππ¬π‘ππ¦π«π€π I am not red pill at all yet but that's rough man.
I wish this girl would just reject me.
It would be easier.
It's not a great graph but the middle line is the "ideal" one
It's accurate
It's easier to illustrate
Thank you
I don't really have a support network so not having anyone to talk to just magnifies the pain. I'm done with girls. I can't go through this again
Well, it helps to stop touching the stove.
But not everyone can stop right away
@π ππ₯π’πππ°π±ππ¬π‘ππ¦π«π€π Yeah, I am a dumbass. I don't want to cut the pain off. I need to feel every ounce of it and just learn.
-stop giving her control over your thoughts and focus, start proactively changing your mental focus when you catch your mind wander back to her
-care more about how you think/view yourself than her or any one else
-practice not holding on too heavily to the words/actions she sends your way... or any other woman.
-please go listen to the Cult of Black Phillip (aka Patrice Oneal) on youtube, this guy will change your life
So it is best to break the conditioning that playing with the stove.
@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)πΊπΈ Yeah I believe if he tries to go full monk as he is right now he'll just be repressing his desires and not confronting his issues
4 things for a start
I just started. I need at least a year or two of torment - barring STI/pregnancy/marriage/false accusations. I will not break rules for those.
@Noctah I didn't discover this knowledge till I hit one of my lower points.
When I was in a foster home.
@God Emperor Jigaboo Oh shit. Thank you.
@LPA FreeNeko (Hermit's Youth)πΊπΈ Turns out "learn now, or die" is a good motivation
Cult of black Philip was my first into red pill territory a few years back
@Noctah You're 100% right because I've been repressing all these desires since I was a kid and only ever gave in until now... at age 23. Talk about a late bloomer.
"care more about how you think/view yourself than her or any one else"
this one is hard for me
@reagoge That's not the worst of it. Middle Age crisis is the illustration of people's almost boundless tolerance and repression of themselves
It helped foster away my suicidal ideations.
Either way, I said my part. Good luck
Do y'all think it'd be better for me to just cut all contact with her? I feel like if i did that her being gone would just hurt even more
@Noctah I have been listening to "7RU7H - Heartless" all day. It's not working haha. I will try to address the deeper needs.
@π ππ₯π’πππ°π±ππ¬π‘ππ¦π«π€π How much do you talk now?
Before discovering MGTOW (randomly running into a TFM video on IQ and Sex), my thoughts were a near constant thought of "When is this madness going to end?"
MGTOW life is beating me up, you guys.
A few times a week
That doesn't seem too bad.
my first 2 relationships were with crazy bitches.... my 1st gf who "took" my cherry was fucking bipolar, neurotic, narcissistic, manipulative, and a ton of other issues. my 2nd gf, she was one of those girls who got sexually abused by a family member then developed into the type of girl to be very promiscuous. by the time i got with her i was like her 41st dick.
as the saying goes @reagoge
"Experience comes from bad decisions, bad decisions come from lack of experience...."
We all learn one way or another, no way gets through life without any "scars" or stories
I'm stuck here, by myself, eating a gigantic filet mignon chateaubriand with rosemary garlic cream sauce and no one is here to tell me to have a salad.