https://youtu.be/TfDvxgvGtkg

Lol I just finished my first two hours in the easiest kitchen I’ve ever worked in making 14.50 an hour

Like shit haha

A bad back and spine is NOT a fun thing. Doing very little causes inflammation and then I struggle to walk. Most would NEVER think it seeing my pic. I have tried EVERYTHING to improve the condition. Even pleaded to multiple neurosurgeons

I even offered cash upfront!

My theme song.......
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hPC2Fp7IT7o

> A bad back and spine is NOT a fun thing. Doing very little causes inflammation and then I struggle to walk. Most would NEVER think it seeing my pic. I have tried EVERYTHING to improve the condition. Even pleaded to multiple neurosurgeons
@Queen Of Conspiracy

Ouch!

I'm sorry to hear that. I had no idea.

I really can't imagine what that would be like. I'm sure most could not.

Yeah I remain hopeful a new technology will come out that can help me. Until then I just trudge along. I push myself cause I have a 4 yr old. So it HAS to be done even if I got to crawl to do it. But hey I know it could always be worse

🙂

Also, I haven't heard that song in....10 years? I like.

Yes, I guess the one thing we all need to keep in mind is that it can always be worse.

I think everyone could use a good, hard reality check every now and again.

Oh yeah! No doubt

Myself, included.

you?

You seem pretty darn well aware of reality! You have one heck of a head on your shoulders!

Thank you for that.

But I certainly get complacent with things that I shouldn't

and lazy

and the likes

my own personal theory (one of them) is that we allow ourselves to be entertained into oblivion.

The big tech companies have pretty sharp, deep-setting hooks.

We all can forget how blessed we really are from time to time. I count my blessings for they are many. I try to be an optimist 🙂

Good thing I don't do any social media whatsoever.

I deleted my fakebook 2 years ago

People always putting there lives on display. NOT FOR ME

I aint with keeping up woth the Jones'

*with

Dont get me wrong. Im happy that others have. I wish everybody on this Planet had enough. But seems to me..Enough is NEVER Enough

Its like a black hole of material things people need.

Anyway...here is the only song I ever heard that reminds me of my Civil War dream

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPKYG_8L-bQ&list=PLPx3Jl_zcU7O-tyHgZj3wHYB_0Row12dM&index=368

In the dream it was a grey sky morning....and I watched the guy I loved die after begging him not to go. I put my hand up and did something like a curse with my right hand and the northern solider shot me..Messed up but I know that was me in another life.

Sorry, I had to make a quick call.

I agree with all you said above that video.

🙂

Fakebook/Spacebook is for high school kids.

NP im just rambling. Sorry sometimes I type too much lol