Message from @Queen Of Conspiracy

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2020-02-06 21:06:25 UTC  
2020-02-06 21:07:05 UTC  

> A bad back and spine is NOT a fun thing. Doing very little causes inflammation and then I struggle to walk. Most would NEVER think it seeing my pic. I have tried EVERYTHING to improve the condition. Even pleaded to multiple neurosurgeons
@Queen Of Conspiracy

2020-02-06 21:07:08 UTC  

Ouch!

2020-02-06 21:07:20 UTC  

I'm sorry to hear that. I had no idea.

2020-02-06 21:08:32 UTC  

I really can't imagine what that would be like. I'm sure most could not.

2020-02-06 21:09:41 UTC  

Yeah I remain hopeful a new technology will come out that can help me. Until then I just trudge along. I push myself cause I have a 4 yr old. So it HAS to be done even if I got to crawl to do it. But hey I know it could always be worse

2020-02-06 21:09:58 UTC  

🙂

2020-02-06 21:10:37 UTC  

Also, I haven't heard that song in....10 years? I like.

2020-02-06 21:11:12 UTC  

Yes, I guess the one thing we all need to keep in mind is that it can always be worse.

2020-02-06 21:11:52 UTC  

I think everyone could use a good, hard reality check every now and again.

2020-02-06 21:12:03 UTC  

Oh yeah! No doubt

2020-02-06 21:12:06 UTC  

Myself, included.

2020-02-06 21:12:16 UTC  

you?

2020-02-06 21:13:01 UTC  

You seem pretty darn well aware of reality! You have one heck of a head on your shoulders!

2020-02-06 21:13:10 UTC  

Thank you for that.

2020-02-06 21:13:21 UTC  

But I certainly get complacent with things that I shouldn't

2020-02-06 21:13:27 UTC  

and lazy

2020-02-06 21:13:31 UTC  

and the likes

2020-02-06 21:14:12 UTC  

my own personal theory (one of them) is that we allow ourselves to be entertained into oblivion.

2020-02-06 21:14:48 UTC  

The big tech companies have pretty sharp, deep-setting hooks.

2020-02-06 21:14:54 UTC  

We all can forget how blessed we really are from time to time. I count my blessings for they are many. I try to be an optimist 🙂

2020-02-06 21:15:00 UTC  

Good thing I don't do any social media whatsoever.

2020-02-06 21:15:21 UTC  

I deleted my fakebook 2 years ago

2020-02-06 21:15:51 UTC  

People always putting there lives on display. NOT FOR ME

2020-02-06 21:16:01 UTC  

I aint with keeping up woth the Jones'

2020-02-06 21:16:05 UTC  

*with

2020-02-06 21:17:14 UTC  

Dont get me wrong. Im happy that others have. I wish everybody on this Planet had enough. But seems to me..Enough is NEVER Enough

2020-02-06 21:18:25 UTC  

Its like a black hole of material things people need.

2020-02-06 21:18:54 UTC  

Anyway...here is the only song I ever heard that reminds me of my Civil War dream

2020-02-06 21:22:34 UTC  

In the dream it was a grey sky morning....and I watched the guy I loved die after begging him not to go. I put my hand up and did something like a curse with my right hand and the northern solider shot me..Messed up but I know that was me in another life.

2020-02-06 21:22:34 UTC  

Sorry, I had to make a quick call.

2020-02-06 21:22:40 UTC  

I agree with all you said above that video.

2020-02-06 21:22:46 UTC  

🙂

2020-02-06 21:22:54 UTC  

Fakebook/Spacebook is for high school kids.

2020-02-06 21:23:15 UTC  

NP im just rambling. Sorry sometimes I type too much lol

2020-02-06 21:23:34 UTC  

No worries. This is all good stuff.

2020-02-06 21:24:02 UTC  

My dad died 3 years ago, and he still comes to me in my dreams, nearly every single night.

2020-02-06 21:24:23 UTC  

The anniversary of his death is in a week.

2020-02-06 21:24:27 UTC  

:(

2020-02-06 21:25:17 UTC  

I'm sorry but I'm glad you still see him. This way you will not forget his face.