Yes

ok i use that as my main choline source

idk where to get noopept

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon Could you explain your issues?

I just dont think my issues are due to diet

I think they are more psychological

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Your issues being depression or just feeling bad?

I would go a step further and say its not really an issue at all

I'm not cripplingly depressed or anything like that, lol

I just have deep rooted psychological issues that are very unique

Who hurt you? 😃

Alright, then quit your bitching.

oh don’t take nootropics then some can make that worse lol

it’s like pumping more current through bad wiring

shit burns down

@Reiatsu I'm curious about your routines and such. What do you take and what do you do for self-improvement?

because I've never talked to anyone like me and explaining it always leads to "who hurt you" or "stop bitching"

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon I'm legitimately curious. It does seem like a psychological thing though. So could you summarize it?

i eat ketogenically most of the time

run/lift

avoid estrogen and soy

a lot of bullying and self esteem issues, and a strong adversion to communicating in real life

no sugar

which also leads to problems

sugar is evil and fucks the body up

Sometimes you do just have to man up

Think of what your ancestors went through

Easy to say for an alpha chad 😃

no one has manned up more than me, I will die on that hill for sure

I know where you're coming from @Kaiser Dion Napoleon

What worked for me was to let success be my noise and avoid drama from socializing and such.

Oh thats what I concluded a long time ago, but now my family looks at what I'm doing and saying "money isnt everything" and they think I'm some shallow and vapid individual who is trying to be white

That's what I expected. You need to focus on internal validation. They're displaying the crab bucket mentality. I have this problem too in my life. People get so intimidated by what I achieve in a single year. I earn in three months what they earn in a year sometimes. Just keep going and focus on yourself. 😉

trying to follow black culture in my younger years is a big contributing factor to why I'm so fucked up psychologically, and "trying to be white" has yielded me the best healing i've gotten out of anything

thats what they call it anyways, they call it me trying to be something I'm not

well then I ask, what the fuck am I?

The culture in itself is what's keeping black people down. You have this dilemma when you try to achieve greatness.

You're too black to be considered white and too white to considered black..

"oh well you arent them and you need to stop acting like you are"

yeah that is a root of my phychological profile and why I am the way I am

too black to be white, too white to be black

I have no one who supports me