Message from @Roko
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Alright, then quit your bitching.
oh donβt take nootropics then some can make that worse lol
itβs like pumping more current through bad wiring
shit burns down
@Reiatsu I'm curious about your routines and such. What do you take and what do you do for self-improvement?
because I've never talked to anyone like me and explaining it always leads to "who hurt you" or "stop bitching"
@Kaiser Dion Napoleon I'm legitimately curious. It does seem like a psychological thing though. So could you summarize it?
i eat ketogenically most of the time
run/lift
avoid estrogen and soy
a lot of bullying and self esteem issues, and a strong adversion to communicating in real life
no sugar
which also leads to problems
sugar is evil and fucks the body up
Sometimes you do just have to man up
Think of what your ancestors went through
Easy to say for an alpha chad π
no one has manned up more than me, I will die on that hill for sure
I know where you're coming from @Kaiser Dion Napoleon
What worked for me was to let success be my noise and avoid drama from socializing and such.
Oh thats what I concluded a long time ago, but now my family looks at what I'm doing and saying "money isnt everything" and they think I'm some shallow and vapid individual who is trying to be white
That's what I expected. You need to focus on internal validation. They're displaying the crab bucket mentality. I have this problem too in my life. People get so intimidated by what I achieve in a single year. I earn in three months what they earn in a year sometimes. Just keep going and focus on yourself. π
trying to follow black culture in my younger years is a big contributing factor to why I'm so fucked up psychologically, and "trying to be white" has yielded me the best healing i've gotten out of anything
thats what they call it anyways, they call it me trying to be something I'm not
well then I ask, what the fuck am I?
The culture in itself is what's keeping black people down. You have this dilemma when you try to achieve greatness.
You're too black to be considered white and too white to considered black..
"oh well you arent them and you need to stop acting like you are"
yeah that is a root of my phychological profile and why I am the way I am
too black to be white, too white to be black
I have no one who supports me
and vice versa
That's similar to problems I'm facing. The thing is that "your people" are out there. They're usually hipsters in big cities. Talking to people at that level is quite enlightening.
I concluded "Just be myself" but as you can imagine, that leads to a whole host of problems
How so?
because the environments that I'm typically in, are populated by people on the lower end of the spectrum
people who are very tribalistic
so when encountering someone like me
Yes π
it throws them totally out of wack
Exactly
and it makes things difficult for me
You're literally attacking them with your aura.