@PatrickLux666 shrinks are BS, same with psychology and psychiatry in general

I stared into the abyss............when it stared back.....we both laughed<:yay:523032349563158528>

Theyre a waste of money too

Yeah, it's why i stay away from them. Never had a good experience when being around one long term. Lol.

Glad you came out alright in the end though, like when youve been through hell and youre able to overcome that, theres not a whole lot in life that can really fuck with you in the same way @PatrickLux666

@Nsiem Life only has the destination you give it. All roads will eventually lead to death. Just take whichever route you prefer to get there. The destination is the route you're taking, death is merely the outcome

@YuriBezmenov lol hey dude

Or I don't know. I'm just shitting out whatever I think makes me sound smart.

Like my parents both wrote me out of their wills, despite me being an only child. They tried using money as a way to control me to kiss their ass and do what they want. Fuck that, I can make my own cheddar.

Live to try and be happy. That's not a MGTOW thing. That's a human thing.

@[chase dreams] yup

Busting a nut makes you ascend to a higher place

I can feel it now

I know all the answers to every question ever

Until I get horny

Fuck women (or men, if youre into that), make money, get yourself a fucking glass of something strong, kick back and marvel at the empire you create for yourself. Even if its small, its yours

Also read books, namely the classics like Plato, Nietzsche and the like

Yeah, @KenneticEnergy. That's true, the shrink i spoke to then said i likely have PTSD from it. He was honestly shocked i was even alive, and none of us even knew how bad my odds were then. Looking back now knowing more, it's insane how slim my odds are and have been. XD I'm feeling pretty confused sometimes how i am even alive too. Lmfao. Now i'm just trying to focus on harnessing what i have now, and getting my life in order so i can build something with whatever time i get left.

Go out for walks in nature by yourself, even if its just your local park, I find comfort in the solitude of just being outside by myself on a hike/walk. Its good exercise too

@PatrickLux666 good dude. thats a good direction

True, but sunlight can kill me. So that kinda puts a problem with that. And night walks are a bit dangerous where i live, wild animals and the occasional meth head might pop up and end my story. XD I won't go down easy, but i rather not put myself in the position to begin with. Lol.
And yeah, right now i'm trying to get a hold on my health so it doesn't get worse. While also trying to secure an income, it's a pain. But i'm gonna try at least.

@KenneticEnergy nature is good for you. It nourishes the soul

Er well, i'm at least trying to slow down my health's degredation at least. XD

It's also fascinating

Never give up man, the only time you should let a dream go, is if it fails due to circumstances beyond your control

You don't have to be a scientist to analyse its complexity

Also when you wake up.

I find nature interesting, but it's something i prefer observing from a distance. Given how things are for me, i'm not exactly compatible. And yeah, my dream is pretty modest. I just wanna get a stable life, nothing less. Nothing more really. If i can wake up one day in my own bed that i own, in a home i own. With a waifu laying next to me to hold. And have an income capable of supporting my life until the end, i'll be happy.

@PatrickLux666 I dont know your health condition, but I strongly suggest that every person ruminate on their own mortality before the end comes

You dont want to get to your deathbed, having not made peace with yourself, or having never contemplated the end

I personally think there's something to reincarnation of a sort. But I cant say for sure, death is the great mystery is it not?

@KenneticEnergy The problem with that is that you can basically die at any second.

@Psychedelic Corpse Fucker All the more reason to contemplate the dying process, and death itself

Also, I do believe in reincarnation.

Fucking finally done this bullshit

No more college

Imma drink more whisky

Tonight

Yeah, i know. And agree. As to my health, let's just say i got multiple things trying to kill me at any given time. And something as simple as going to the store could be a one way trip due to one of them. So i am well aware of my own mortality. I'm just hoping i can enjoy the time i get before the end arrives.

And yeah, i've had my own experiences with death. Personally i'm an Atheist but i do believe in an afterlife as result. And let's just say i believe in reincarnation. I got past lives myself.

@shadowlessnexus I'm happy for you. What are you studying btw?

@PatrickLux666 That sucks