Can't blame you for that man, if anything that's probably what kept you sane.

Once I turned 18 I got tf out of there and never looked back. My parents split and honestly, I dont even feel bad. Maybe thats kinda f-ed up of me, but literally people like that have no business having kids

@PatrickLux666 I learned a lot though, and yeah it has

You’re a better person for leaving

You have an example of what not to be like

Im just glad I saw the realities of marriage when I was younger, it took me awhile longer to go completely solo in life, but Im 25 and have no plans to ever settle down or marry. Fuck that noise

I don't think you're fucked up man. It's perfectly reasonable for someone in your position to even feel pleasure to see people like that split. I doubt either parent was nice to you growing up so it's reasonable to expect you to not care that they had bad things happen to them after you left.

I think you are.

@PatrickLux666 Im honestly surprised I turned out alright. I think in those situations you either break, or emerge much, much stronger for it

Hey slacker 😉

I had no business turning out the way I did.

I'm still fucked up

I know why I turned out like this

@KenneticEnergy: True, i can understand. When i spoke to the last decent shrink about my past. He simply said he was shocked i was even breathing, let alone sane enough to even talk about it so casually. And it was just shit i was comfortable talking about. Lol. 21 now, was 14 or so then.

I find fulfillment in working in healthcare, and helping people that way. Making good money and taking solace in the simple pleasures in life. Its nice to be able to kick back and have a cold one, even if the rest of the world is burning. You know that you're alright

@PatrickLux666 shrinks are BS, same with psychology and psychiatry in general

I stared into the abyss............when it stared back.....we both laughed<:yay:523032349563158528>

Theyre a waste of money too

Yeah, it's why i stay away from them. Never had a good experience when being around one long term. Lol.

Glad you came out alright in the end though, like when youve been through hell and youre able to overcome that, theres not a whole lot in life that can really fuck with you in the same way @PatrickLux666

@Nsiem Life only has the destination you give it. All roads will eventually lead to death. Just take whichever route you prefer to get there. The destination is the route you're taking, death is merely the outcome

@YuriBezmenov lol hey dude

Or I don't know. I'm just shitting out whatever I think makes me sound smart.

Like my parents both wrote me out of their wills, despite me being an only child. They tried using money as a way to control me to kiss their ass and do what they want. Fuck that, I can make my own cheddar.

Live to try and be happy. That's not a MGTOW thing. That's a human thing.

@[chase dreams] yup

Busting a nut makes you ascend to a higher place

I can feel it now

I know all the answers to every question ever

Until I get horny

Fuck women (or men, if youre into that), make money, get yourself a fucking glass of something strong, kick back and marvel at the empire you create for yourself. Even if its small, its yours

Also read books, namely the classics like Plato, Nietzsche and the like

Yeah, @KenneticEnergy. That's true, the shrink i spoke to then said i likely have PTSD from it. He was honestly shocked i was even alive, and none of us even knew how bad my odds were then. Looking back now knowing more, it's insane how slim my odds are and have been. XD I'm feeling pretty confused sometimes how i am even alive too. Lmfao. Now i'm just trying to focus on harnessing what i have now, and getting my life in order so i can build something with whatever time i get left.

Go out for walks in nature by yourself, even if its just your local park, I find comfort in the solitude of just being outside by myself on a hike/walk. Its good exercise too

@PatrickLux666 good dude. thats a good direction

True, but sunlight can kill me. So that kinda puts a problem with that. And night walks are a bit dangerous where i live, wild animals and the occasional meth head might pop up and end my story. XD I won't go down easy, but i rather not put myself in the position to begin with. Lol.
And yeah, right now i'm trying to get a hold on my health so it doesn't get worse. While also trying to secure an income, it's a pain. But i'm gonna try at least.

@KenneticEnergy nature is good for you. It nourishes the soul

Er well, i'm at least trying to slow down my health's degredation at least. XD

It's also fascinating

Never give up man, the only time you should let a dream go, is if it fails due to circumstances beyond your control

You don't have to be a scientist to analyse its complexity