I know all the answers to every question ever

Until I get horny

Fuck women (or men, if youre into that), make money, get yourself a fucking glass of something strong, kick back and marvel at the empire you create for yourself. Even if its small, its yours

Also read books, namely the classics like Plato, Nietzsche and the like

Yeah, @KenneticEnergy. That's true, the shrink i spoke to then said i likely have PTSD from it. He was honestly shocked i was even alive, and none of us even knew how bad my odds were then. Looking back now knowing more, it's insane how slim my odds are and have been. XD I'm feeling pretty confused sometimes how i am even alive too. Lmfao. Now i'm just trying to focus on harnessing what i have now, and getting my life in order so i can build something with whatever time i get left.

Go out for walks in nature by yourself, even if its just your local park, I find comfort in the solitude of just being outside by myself on a hike/walk. Its good exercise too

@PatrickLux666 good dude. thats a good direction

True, but sunlight can kill me. So that kinda puts a problem with that. And night walks are a bit dangerous where i live, wild animals and the occasional meth head might pop up and end my story. XD I won't go down easy, but i rather not put myself in the position to begin with. Lol.
And yeah, right now i'm trying to get a hold on my health so it doesn't get worse. While also trying to secure an income, it's a pain. But i'm gonna try at least.

@KenneticEnergy nature is good for you. It nourishes the soul

Er well, i'm at least trying to slow down my health's degredation at least. XD

It's also fascinating

Never give up man, the only time you should let a dream go, is if it fails due to circumstances beyond your control

You don't have to be a scientist to analyse its complexity

Also when you wake up.

I find nature interesting, but it's something i prefer observing from a distance. Given how things are for me, i'm not exactly compatible. And yeah, my dream is pretty modest. I just wanna get a stable life, nothing less. Nothing more really. If i can wake up one day in my own bed that i own, in a home i own. With a waifu laying next to me to hold. And have an income capable of supporting my life until the end, i'll be happy.

@PatrickLux666 I dont know your health condition, but I strongly suggest that every person ruminate on their own mortality before the end comes

You dont want to get to your deathbed, having not made peace with yourself, or having never contemplated the end

I personally think there's something to reincarnation of a sort. But I cant say for sure, death is the great mystery is it not?

@KenneticEnergy The problem with that is that you can basically die at any second.

@Psychedelic Corpse Fucker All the more reason to contemplate the dying process, and death itself

Also, I do believe in reincarnation.

Fucking finally done this bullshit

No more college

Imma drink more whisky

Tonight

Yeah, i know. And agree. As to my health, let's just say i got multiple things trying to kill me at any given time. And something as simple as going to the store could be a one way trip due to one of them. So i am well aware of my own mortality. I'm just hoping i can enjoy the time i get before the end arrives.

And yeah, i've had my own experiences with death. Personally i'm an Atheist but i do believe in an afterlife as result. And let's just say i believe in reincarnation. I got past lives myself.

@shadowlessnexus I'm happy for you. What are you studying btw?

@PatrickLux666 That sucks

@PatrickLux666 Ahh, I see. I disagree with the conscious knowledge of past lives, but I think our conscious has to go somewhere. After all, we are simply borrowing the atoms that make us up, are we not?

Well at least you are aware of your mortality

Your soul retains certain aspects of your previous self, imo.

If energy cannot be created or destroyed, then the molecules/atoms must go somewhere. If we are reincarnated.. we would have no remnant memories or consciousness of a past life. Imo

I'm hoping that if commit suicide or whatever happens I'll still be MGTOW in the next life.

I hope it just ends.

I hope I live forever.

Eternal peace

That's hot

@Psychedelic Corpse Fucker Dont kill yourself. And lol the interesting thought is.. having to learn this knowledge all over again. The cycle continues

Yeah, it does suck. But it's what i'm in, just trying to ink something out of it anyways. Lol.

@KenneticEnergy: I wasn't aware, until i died. When i came back, i started getting flashbacks of memories i shouldn't have. Due to this, and some research on the more recent ones as a test to see how accurate my memories are. I found that there's definitely something to it.

@Xychotic Why? That sounds like a fate worse then death.

@Xychotic Same here...mostly. I would like to live long enough to understand the universe