oh boy

keep tellin' yourself that lad <:alismirk:230784726615588865>

@bdog you're in the right place

If guns were more easily accessible in my state I think I'd be dead

Thanks Obama

try lifting weights, that usually clears my depreshe mode

Did that for a while and I was less depressed d

0 motivation though

you don't need "motivation", just force yourself to do it

^

even if it feels hopeless

Like everything in life

0 discipline, etc etc, excuses

motivation isn't a thing, after three weeks doing it it becomes a habit

like anything else

P sure I can't change

I'm not that sad any. More

Y am I blogposting in csg lmao

because we use consumerism to forget our depression

but the bantz are good

You can't have mebtal problems if you ignore your psyche

Matty

@Matthew I was making a joke that my shithole caribbean island is just florda with a different name

I thought about doing a Comfy Depression series on my alt channel since I've been battling with it the last year

but don't want to turn my feels into a meme

Yeah you'll get memed

I know it sounds super gay but I found meditation really helps

+ exercise

Yeah I should do both of those things

there's an app "headspace", it's just 10 minutes a day

but I feel shitty if I miss it

I've been cutting instead LUL

<:radthonk:318079469376110597> as in losing weight or harming yourself?

probably the latter

Meditation probably isn't that bad

But kinda memed by hippies and hipsters

yeah I was reluctant because of that

but I found it helps, even just to hear a sexy voice in your ear saying positive things

and it's good to have 15 minutes a day where you're silent and still

Sounds like asmr

no laptop or phone