Message from @Deleted User

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2018-02-23 01:57:14 UTC  

don't think there's a reason to idle CS:S

2018-02-23 01:59:22 UTC  

There was a kobo for 50E one month ago and before that a kindle for 80 in December

2018-02-23 01:59:34 UTC  

Readers not that famous in greece i gues

2018-02-23 02:28:32 UTC  

I know someone with 9500 hours in pce

2018-02-23 02:28:41 UTC  

I’ve got 1500

2018-02-23 02:29:14 UTC  

But I’ve got a total of 2200 hours on gta 5

2018-02-23 02:33:52 UTC  

@Deleted User why the fuck would my hairy belly be gray

2018-02-23 02:33:55 UTC  

I'm only 26

2018-02-23 02:34:49 UTC  

Also, I'm in a *permanent* relationship. I've never used Tinder

2018-02-23 02:35:08 UTC  

Or grindr , you cheeky bitch

2018-02-23 02:41:20 UTC  

God I'm so fucking depressed

2018-02-23 02:42:57 UTC  

>permanent relationship

2018-02-23 02:43:00 UTC  

oh boy

2018-02-23 02:43:40 UTC  

keep tellin' yourself that lad <:alismirk:230784726615588865>

2018-02-23 02:43:53 UTC  

@bdog you're in the right place

2018-02-23 02:44:25 UTC  

If guns were more easily accessible in my state I think I'd be dead

2018-02-23 02:44:35 UTC  

Thanks Obama

2018-02-23 02:44:55 UTC  

try lifting weights, that usually clears my depreshe mode

2018-02-23 02:45:34 UTC  

Did that for a while and I was less depressed d

2018-02-23 02:45:46 UTC  

0 motivation though

2018-02-23 02:46:04 UTC  

you don't need "motivation", just force yourself to do it

2018-02-23 02:46:20 UTC  

^

2018-02-23 02:46:21 UTC  

even if it feels hopeless

2018-02-23 02:46:28 UTC  

Like everything in life

2018-02-23 02:46:35 UTC  

0 discipline, etc etc, excuses

2018-02-23 02:46:40 UTC  

motivation isn't a thing, after three weeks doing it it becomes a habit

2018-02-23 02:46:44 UTC  

like anything else

2018-02-23 02:46:45 UTC  

P sure I can't change

2018-02-23 02:47:02 UTC  

I'm not that sad any. More

2018-02-23 02:47:16 UTC  

Y am I blogposting in csg lmao

2018-02-23 02:47:37 UTC  

because we use consumerism to forget our depression

2018-02-23 02:48:11 UTC  

but the bantz are good

2018-02-23 02:48:16 UTC  

You can't have mebtal problems if you ignore your psyche

2018-02-23 02:48:35 UTC  

Matty

2018-02-23 02:49:11 UTC  

@Matthew I was making a joke that my shithole caribbean island is just florda with a different name

2018-02-23 02:50:13 UTC  

I thought about doing a Comfy Depression series on my alt channel since I've been battling with it the last year

2018-02-23 02:50:27 UTC  

but don't want to turn my feels into a meme

2018-02-23 02:50:55 UTC  

Yeah you'll get memed

2018-02-23 02:51:42 UTC  

I know it sounds super gay but I found meditation really helps

2018-02-23 02:51:46 UTC  

+ exercise

2018-02-23 02:51:56 UTC  

Yeah I should do both of those things