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2018-02-23 02:47:16 UTC  

Y am I blogposting in csg lmao

2018-02-23 02:47:37 UTC  

because we use consumerism to forget our depression

2018-02-23 02:48:11 UTC  

but the bantz are good

2018-02-23 02:48:16 UTC  

You can't have mebtal problems if you ignore your psyche

2018-02-23 02:48:35 UTC  

Matty

2018-02-23 02:49:11 UTC  

@Matthew I was making a joke that my shithole caribbean island is just florda with a different name

2018-02-23 02:50:13 UTC  

I thought about doing a Comfy Depression series on my alt channel since I've been battling with it the last year

2018-02-23 02:50:27 UTC  

but don't want to turn my feels into a meme

2018-02-23 02:50:55 UTC  

Yeah you'll get memed

2018-02-23 02:51:42 UTC  

I know it sounds super gay but I found meditation really helps

2018-02-23 02:51:46 UTC  

+ exercise

2018-02-23 02:51:56 UTC  

Yeah I should do both of those things

2018-02-23 02:52:09 UTC  

there's an app "headspace", it's just 10 minutes a day

2018-02-23 02:52:12 UTC  

but I feel shitty if I miss it

2018-02-23 02:52:15 UTC  

I've been cutting instead LUL

2018-02-23 02:52:31 UTC  

<:radthonk:318079469376110597> as in losing weight or harming yourself?

2018-02-23 02:52:47 UTC  

probably the latter

2018-02-23 02:53:12 UTC  

Meditation probably isn't that bad

2018-02-23 02:53:37 UTC  

But kinda memed by hippies and hipsters

2018-02-23 02:53:47 UTC  

yeah I was reluctant because of that

2018-02-23 02:54:29 UTC  

but I found it helps, even just to hear a sexy voice in your ear saying positive things

2018-02-23 02:54:50 UTC  

and it's good to have 15 minutes a day where you're silent and still

2018-02-23 02:54:52 UTC  

Sounds like asmr

2018-02-23 02:55:00 UTC  

no laptop or phone

2018-02-23 02:55:08 UTC  

Ex was Into that

2018-02-23 02:55:17 UTC  

Weirded me out tbh

2018-02-23 02:55:33 UTC  

yeah, I just do it because I have a constant nagging voice in my head putting myself down

2018-02-23 02:55:48 UTC  

and it's good to put it aside and focus on something else

2018-02-23 02:55:58 UTC  

not a hipster or a faggot (yet)

2018-02-23 02:56:14 UTC  

>Not being a faggot

2018-02-23 02:56:23 UTC  

You're on the wrong server

2018-02-23 02:56:29 UTC  

I think it's like anything, people take things too far

2018-02-23 02:56:32 UTC  

no matter what it is

2018-02-23 02:57:35 UTC  

yeah there's a surprising amount of homos here

2018-02-23 02:58:06 UTC  

>surprising

2018-02-23 02:59:06 UTC  

actually yeah, I shouldn't be surprised on 4chan

2018-02-23 02:59:07 UTC  

I mean it got less, but we're literally the programming socks category

2018-02-23 02:59:44 UTC  

<:alithink:327930371796893698> they have chink nerf guns now?

2018-02-23 03:00:44 UTC  

oh wow

2018-02-23 03:01:10 UTC  

Now?