I didn’t finish the chapter, did he really get everything back

The Satan in the New Testament fights against us for his own exoneration.

I was the same, until I dabbled in sorcery seeking pleasure and saw into the spiritual world, and realized there was a hidden world behind the world. Then I sought to go the opposite and instead of enticing me with sin, they began their attacks. You may not believe in God, but there is a hidden society behind closed doors that knows what I know and so they oppress me. They want you being an atheist, so that you become a good slave.

Don’t mind that if it pays well

I totally agree with that.

When we do something like that there is a price to pay. Getting out of it is no easy task.

what does it profit a man to gain the world for a decade and lose his soul for all eternity?

Dunno what hells like so why not

like a nightmare that never ends

I had a dream about hell once

Our graphic depiction is from Dante IIRC

Just for the rest of their life and perhaps three or more lifetimes. Eternity is not a punishment I can possibly believe in. No good loving God would do that as I see it.

did not feel like a dream

dreams are not random thoughts. they mean things, sometimes about the future, sometimes about yourself

demons tempt me in my dreams

Dreams can have meaning. Or they can just be dreams. When you are in the state of being tested they may all have meaning. I agree.

there is meaning in everything we see. we just don’t always grasp it. i do not believe in coincidence or randomness

you look for the pattern in nature, and you see it

So what do you do for god?

and nature notices that you see it, and reacts

They are riddles. Dark often. Meaning is often difficult to discern. Especially when being tested real hard.

I do all possible for God.

Steve, what about dreams that u can control? I used to lucid dream all the time

total control of the dream

I take care of my grandkids for my daughter and son in law living here so they can go on a vacation without the kids for example.

not enough, thats for sure. he tells me that i need to do more with guilt. for now, i read, and I take notes, and I preach on the internet. i still don’t have the courage to do it in public, but I’m working towards it

Guilt about what?

Most of the time I could control my dreams. So if one started I did not like, say cheating on my wife, I would change it so it was her I was showing love to.

every time i walk past someone and don’t say something. when you know the world is a test and everything matters and happens for a reason, you realize you lost an opportunity

Thats different, im talking about being in the dream completely aware, aware that you are in a dream, aware that you are sleeping, literally in a virtual reality of your own

the world is asleep and we need to wake them up. sin blinds them

I would suggest you continue as you are doing. Preaching in public is not really a good thing till you are really able to do it properly.

Preaching in public is downright annoying

I would try to say things like have a good day. If they look scared ask them can I help.

I would avoid religion unless they ask what do you believe.

even if someone do need help they are not gonna tell it to a stranger who suddenly came to talk to you

Hard to say. My daughter saw a scared woman. Asked can we help. Drove her to a safe location.

the way the winds blow, and the creeping things behave, and all the signs, and the way the birds react to me, God is just constantly talking to me, and then i look at the other side and see the devil in everyone that doesn’t know. They often don’t even know that the devil just sent me an omen through them

I drove a scared man to a Walmart.

You scared of fighting the devil?

Dreams are very interesting