I cussed ricky at a bad time for him

I mean shit I put on this big giant frame around me so I'm hard 100000% of the tike

Cuz im hiding the 10% that hurts

And fuck it

I'm sorry

to all yall

Bottling that up till it explodes every time won't work forever

No and its scary doing it that way

U gotta get a therapist brother

^

Cuz when I explode I start whats that word

Stalking people

Just to prove to them im no bitch

Which is not right

Talking about this is the first step to fixing things like that.

There's literally almost 2 dudes and 3 women that have restraining orders on me

Cuz thats how I recat

React

And its like damn

maybe I should have did that

Something in me tho EVEN SOBER there's a fire there

And there's no putting it out

Dunno why or how

But when im pissed off I dont kno2 how to do shit else put pour gas on it

I threw my dad to the ground last week

68 years old

Cuz he was trying to stop me from taking ky gun to the bar to make the cunt serve me after cutting me off

Likr

Wtf that shit ain't normal

My guy you need to find some zen shit to control that

Bro ive tried everything

I think you need help getting off the booze ricky

That's step 1

The booze I can get off of and I will

Oh fuck booze? Yeah thats absolutely step 1

The anger shit has never left

Turn it into something useful.

It ruined my last relationship

She got scared of me

You got so much anger that you need to pipe that into something else, or you'll get yourself in final trouble

And im actually a big fucking softy most of the time