Message from @DroneStrike
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Not rn im not cloae
Close*
Now I'm just gay as a coping mechanism
But its like I dunno how u do n it
But u can lose ur dad
Thats one thing
But for us dudes
I said you will get the message
losing our mom hurts much more
its like being a daddys girl but opposite
Mommas boy
If you don't feel pain at the loss of your mother you aren't human
I cussed ricky at a bad time for him
I mean shit I put on this big giant frame around me so I'm hard 100000% of the tike
Cuz im hiding the 10% that hurts
And fuck it
I'm sorry
to all yall
Bottling that up till it explodes every time won't work forever
No and its scary doing it that way
^
Cuz when I explode I start whats that word
Stalking people
Just to prove to them im no bitch
Which is not right
Talking about this is the first step to fixing things like that.
There's literally almost 2 dudes and 3 women that have restraining orders on me
Cuz thats how I recat
React
And its like damn
maybe I should have did that
Something in me tho EVEN SOBER there's a fire there
And there's no putting it out
Dunno why or how
But when im pissed off I dont kno2 how to do shit else put pour gas on it
I threw my dad to the ground last week
68 years old
Cuz he was trying to stop me from taking ky gun to the bar to make the cunt serve me after cutting me off
Likr
Wtf that shit ain't normal