Message from @Ricky Beanbag

Discord ID: 758917333925363732


2020-09-25 05:02:02 UTC  

lol don't laugh

2020-09-25 05:02:05 UTC  

But

2020-09-25 05:02:08 UTC  

I said

2020-09-25 05:02:27 UTC  

"Damn girl all this beauty in texas and I can smell it coming from u"

2020-09-25 05:02:30 UTC  

You probably shouldn't, remember. I knew a girl i would have given the moon to but it was one sided, and i cant think about it whitout physical pain, so I don't

2020-09-25 05:02:47 UTC  

Smooth

2020-09-25 05:02:52 UTC  

That's a pretty cheesy line lol

2020-09-25 05:03:00 UTC  

It was bad i kbow lol

2020-09-25 05:03:03 UTC  

Worked tho

2020-09-25 05:03:13 UTC  

@Froge you felt the physical pain too? im not just crazy??

2020-09-25 05:03:31 UTC  

I feel physical pain tbh

2020-09-25 05:03:40 UTC  

And not even from her

2020-09-25 05:03:46 UTC  

Have you tried getting into sports
Like martial arts, MMA, or music, doesnt matter what, anything to unbottle that anger

2020-09-25 05:03:48 UTC  

my first gf

2020-09-25 05:03:55 UTC  

Yeah physical cringing and pain

2020-09-25 05:04:30 UTC  

for a few months i would get waken up by this feeling like my chest was in a vice grip and the only reason i didn't blow my brains out to stop it is i didn't think a .22 would do the job

2020-09-25 05:05:04 UTC  

Women could never understand

2020-09-25 05:06:00 UTC  

after a while it turned into the anger like ricky is talking about but when i realized it was just me being mad at myself i went to therapy and calmed down a bit

2020-09-25 05:06:24 UTC  

i still feel a little bit of it and come here to watch protestors get the shit beat out of them and cope

2020-09-25 05:06:26 UTC  

God imgur is a faggot

2020-09-25 05:06:32 UTC  

Straight up

2020-09-25 05:06:40 UTC  

Worst image hosting site

2020-09-25 05:07:36 UTC  

Omfg

2020-09-25 05:07:43 UTC  

I ripped a door off this shit

2020-09-25 05:08:02 UTC  

Woops

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/758768006842679352/758917712369287188/20200925_000745.jpg

2020-09-25 05:08:16 UTC  

:/

2020-09-25 05:08:20 UTC  

why tho

2020-09-25 05:08:47 UTC  

retard strength

2020-09-25 05:09:16 UTC  

You a religious guy?

2020-09-25 05:09:31 UTC  

I bang baddies

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/758768006842679352/758918084697784348/20200925_000904.jpg

2020-09-25 05:09:31 UTC  

Eh kinda

2020-09-25 05:09:32 UTC  

I dunno anymore

2020-09-25 05:09:45 UTC  

Tbh in between being pagan and christian

2020-09-25 05:09:56 UTC  

You should try going back to church. It really helps.

2020-09-25 05:10:16 UTC  

I honestly dont feel like I deserve to

2020-09-25 05:10:22 UTC  

I mean im catholic but whatever you are if it works just do

2020-09-25 05:10:35 UTC  

You deserve it more than the average

2020-09-25 05:10:45 UTC  

I feel like God told me no so long ago that I can't ask him shit now

2020-09-25 05:11:03 UTC  

It ain't God telling you that

2020-09-25 05:11:15 UTC  

forgiveness is a central part of the christian religions

2020-09-25 05:11:19 UTC  

But I asked him to help me