Message from @Ricky Beanbag

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2020-09-25 04:59:25 UTC  

Oh fuck booze? Yeah thats absolutely step 1

2020-09-25 04:59:28 UTC  

The anger shit has never left

2020-09-25 04:59:39 UTC  

Turn it into something useful.

2020-09-25 04:59:51 UTC  

It ruined my last relationship

2020-09-25 04:59:56 UTC  

She got scared of me

2020-09-25 05:00:16 UTC  

You got so much anger that you need to pipe that into something else, or you'll get yourself in final trouble

2020-09-25 05:00:21 UTC  

And im actually a big fucking softy most of the time

2020-09-25 05:00:33 UTC  

But that tiny bit is a nuke

2020-09-25 05:00:40 UTC  

Your girl needs to be a healthy amount of scared of you IMO just gotta find the right balance

2020-09-25 05:00:50 UTC  

Yeah not like this

2020-09-25 05:00:56 UTC  

I wish she still was my girl

2020-09-25 05:01:01 UTC  

She was amazing

2020-09-25 05:01:13 UTC  

Between -10 and 10 this is 726295

2020-09-25 05:01:17 UTC  

I remember the second we met

2020-09-25 05:01:27 UTC  

It was like time stopped

2020-09-25 05:01:31 UTC  

And I only saw her

2020-09-25 05:01:41 UTC  

100 plus people abound

2020-09-25 05:01:45 UTC  

And i saw her

2020-09-25 05:01:47 UTC  

I still feel that way about my ex. I tried killing myself a bunch of times after he left

2020-09-25 05:01:57 UTC  

I remember the first thing I said

2020-09-25 05:02:02 UTC  

lol don't laugh

2020-09-25 05:02:05 UTC  

But

2020-09-25 05:02:08 UTC  

I said

2020-09-25 05:02:27 UTC  

"Damn girl all this beauty in texas and I can smell it coming from u"

2020-09-25 05:02:30 UTC  

You probably shouldn't, remember. I knew a girl i would have given the moon to but it was one sided, and i cant think about it whitout physical pain, so I don't

2020-09-25 05:02:47 UTC  

Smooth

2020-09-25 05:02:52 UTC  

That's a pretty cheesy line lol

2020-09-25 05:03:00 UTC  

It was bad i kbow lol

2020-09-25 05:03:03 UTC  

Worked tho

2020-09-25 05:03:13 UTC  

@Froge you felt the physical pain too? im not just crazy??

2020-09-25 05:03:31 UTC  

I feel physical pain tbh

2020-09-25 05:03:40 UTC  

And not even from her

2020-09-25 05:03:46 UTC  

Have you tried getting into sports
Like martial arts, MMA, or music, doesnt matter what, anything to unbottle that anger

2020-09-25 05:03:48 UTC  

my first gf

2020-09-25 05:03:55 UTC  

Yeah physical cringing and pain

2020-09-25 05:04:30 UTC  

for a few months i would get waken up by this feeling like my chest was in a vice grip and the only reason i didn't blow my brains out to stop it is i didn't think a .22 would do the job

2020-09-25 05:05:04 UTC  

Women could never understand

2020-09-25 05:06:00 UTC  

after a while it turned into the anger like ricky is talking about but when i realized it was just me being mad at myself i went to therapy and calmed down a bit

2020-09-25 05:06:24 UTC  

i still feel a little bit of it and come here to watch protestors get the shit beat out of them and cope

2020-09-25 05:06:26 UTC  

God imgur is a faggot

2020-09-25 05:06:32 UTC  

Straight up