Message from @Killgore
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@johnnyConrad hook me up with that thinktank fam
@PetroleumCanary dm me
We will be the ones to usher in a new age of America, but saddly, I doubt many of, if any, of us will get to see it. How do you guys feel knowing you'll likely not get to experience the freedoms you fought so dearly for?
So be it, an ideal for all of us is worth far more than my own life.
It's something i think about almost every day..it's not so much a matter of "will" i die as it is a "how long will i be able to last" kinda thing..anyone truly planing on making a real stand has almost no hope in living to see the end result...my only fear is all of dying in vain..
@Cannibalistic69th so long as I'm assured my children can, I'm happy and ready to lay my life down for Liberty for them and others. Until I have that assurance, or until forced kicking and screaming off this more to coil, my fight hasn't even entered the dangerous phase
Is it bad that I quit caring about someone who constantly talks about wanting to kill themselves? I quit caring because they don’t seem to want a way out. They’re wallowing in their sadness and it’s fucking aggravating.
I wouldn’t care if they did it at this point.
Does that make me fucked up?
@[LA] Zoomer Medi/k/ depends on why. Ik my depression meds fucked me up worse than just being normally depressed
But I can see if it didnt come in waves and was more of a constant thing itd tire someone out
We can’t have a normal conversation.
I try to help her but it’s hard to help someone when they don’t seem to want it.
“Suicide is the only way out”
I can’t catch a fucking break.
One of her friends got on my ass because I didn’t text her for two days because I was finishing up some school work.
Well I'd just suggest professional help and that's all you can do
I’ve tried
She just says “it won’t help”
I don’t think she wants a way out I swear
And her friend says I don’t care and got pissed because I told her she needed help.
I mean ... like I said it depends on how it ebbs and flows and shit. I know I can be in a deep slump for 5-6 days and come out of it for 2-3 months
For context: a girl got obsessed with me just because we talked a lot, and I wanted out of that “contract”
She was already depressed and I tried to help
She clung on to me
Because I tried to help
Because I cared
Tbh that sounds more borderline manipulation
I don’t even know
like she’d get real sad if I told her I wouldn’t text her for a while because I was doing something
It’s extremely fucked for me to say, as her friend told me, but she is fucked in the head.
Any professional is going to tell you that someone cant be your sole happiness and you've gotta find something else to do.
Even if it's just lie in bed and hide for a bit
Her friend is pissed and says that I should just quit since I can’t seem to help
Tell her to get whiskey drunk and listen to 70s country western?
That’s my coping mechanism
“I don’t choose to be this way”
That's what I do, I figure it's good as anything
Sure is
Sounds like she grew dependant and thats bad and its not wrong for you to feel exhausted by having to try and help the most you can do is listen and suggest help whatever medium they decide to use is up to them