Message from @[LA] Zoomer Medi/k/
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I wouldn’t care if they did it at this point.
Does that make me fucked up?
@[LA] Zoomer Medi/k/ depends on why. Ik my depression meds fucked me up worse than just being normally depressed
But I can see if it didnt come in waves and was more of a constant thing itd tire someone out
We can’t have a normal conversation.
I try to help her but it’s hard to help someone when they don’t seem to want it.
“Suicide is the only way out”
I can’t catch a fucking break.
One of her friends got on my ass because I didn’t text her for two days because I was finishing up some school work.
Well I'd just suggest professional help and that's all you can do
I’ve tried
She just says “it won’t help”
Cant expect to fix someone that clearly doesn't wanna be fixed.
I don’t think she wants a way out I swear
And her friend says I don’t care and got pissed because I told her she needed help.
I mean ... like I said it depends on how it ebbs and flows and shit. I know I can be in a deep slump for 5-6 days and come out of it for 2-3 months
For context: a girl got obsessed with me just because we talked a lot, and I wanted out of that “contract”
She was already depressed and I tried to help
She clung on to me
Because I tried to help
Tbh that sounds more borderline manipulation
I don’t even know
like she’d get real sad if I told her I wouldn’t text her for a while because I was doing something
It’s extremely fucked for me to say, as her friend told me, but she is fucked in the head.
Any professional is going to tell you that someone cant be your sole happiness and you've gotta find something else to do.
Even if it's just lie in bed and hide for a bit
Her friend is pissed and says that I should just quit since I can’t seem to help
Tell her to get whiskey drunk and listen to 70s country western?
That’s my coping mechanism
“I don’t choose to be this way”
That's what I do, I figure it's good as anything
Sure is
Sounds like she grew dependant and thats bad and its not wrong for you to feel exhausted by having to try and help the most you can do is listen and suggest help whatever medium they decide to use is up to them
@[LA] Zoomer Medi/k/ might I suggest sleeping with her sister?
@[LA] Zoomer Medi/k/ I have a cousin that’s the same way. He did some dumb shit and was an absolute shitbag to his ex who wants absolutely nothing to do with him and he’s obsessed with her, like creepy stalker obsessed. And he says all the time he wants to kill himself, and I talked to him when no one else would and he told me everything, and as much as I tried to help him, he never helped himself and just kept making himself depressed about it by looking at the 1500+ pictures of her on his phone. When someone constantly talks about it, it’s done for attention and nothing else.
It’s aggravating as shit
“I don’t choose to be like this”
“I don’t wanna be like this”
“Nothing can help”
“No-one cares”
“My mind won’t accept that anyone can care”