I get in a bad place when I'm sober

This is somethifn medieval people understood that modern people don't

People are not fucking special

Life is not sacred.

So enter the bad place and confront your personal demons.

Drinking is not an effective escape.

No, it's sheer boredom

I don't have a reward chemical release in my brain when I'm sober

Everything is boring

I get lost in thought, but it's not enjoyable

When I'm sober 2+ weeks, it gets worse and worse

I shut off

From the external world

I don't like sober me at all

I wrote on Amerika the last time I was sober

Fucked with Crow

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0

http://www.amerika.org/politics/the-right-to-be-corrupt/

I'm immanentist

You're rationalizing as you're too pussy to quit it.

You fear what lays beyond

and are clearly not capable of moderation

What lies beyond?

You're right about moderation. I drink to get fucked up

To ditch the external world

The highest points of clarity that I've reached were while on drugs

Pot + dmt

Coming back to this reality felt like a demotion

@spaceplacenta CROW IS A GOOD GUY

JUST... SEARCHING FOR HIS OWN DIRECTION

I HOPE HE COMES BACK

https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=B9SsnMfIfHQ

🚫 🍀 🚫 🍝 🚫 🇷🇺

http://www.deathmetal.org/news/welsh-university-wages-war-on-men-to-embrace-cultural-diversity/

http://i.imgur.com/Hih3v04.jpg

Ripped 400 years ago

http://i.imgur.com/WBenydy.jpg

http://i.imgur.com/6HwvmCN.jpg

hahahahahaha

Lol at the musculature of that first one

The first dude has muscles on his knee caps.