Message from @fallot
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I know a girl who is a professional artist, she is disney grade
if you could eke out a living
she lost weight due to starvation
hypothetically
she is better than I ever will be
but she lives with her parents and cannot afford enough food
is she happy
no
she started gradually becoming a tumblr SJW
oh well
last I saw she got an undercut
she posted stuff about how the mormon church should basically go SJW and I called it retarded and she blocked me on social media
it was like one of the only posts I even made this year
a lot of people with your affliction use this SJW stuff by the way
have you noticed?
yes
I used to think well of these people ultimately, because I thought they were motivated by love, even if they were massively wrong to the point of evil
and that hasn't changed for most of them
but plenty of people use it in a different way, anyway that's a pretty big topic and can get a bit self congratulatory in an alt-right context so nvm
I'm interested
they just use it as a justification for being a good person
while beating up other people with those values and standards
but in truth, they don't really care about anything but their own selves
which are either gaping holes or gaping wounds
these are the types who binge drink and use drugs and MDMA every weekend
yeah, terminally unhappy people
and do lots of yoga mindfulness bullshit but still struggle with depression
all of that stuff they do looks to me like window dressing
camoflague
yes
well there is a certain depression that comes with it
I grew up around well centered, good, spiritual people
so even now I have a bit of naivete about this
I mean.... if you are never allowed to just be you, and everything you have to do to financially and socially survive requires systematically ripping out your natural behavior and feelings and replacing it with "useful" alternatives, it messes you up
I don't know, I have some sympathy
but at some level, their plight seems self chosen
that is why I am far healthier than them
I keep my true self hidden and carefully guarded, they just destroy it
even people who are normal @Deleted User 57835c2c , comparatively normal
at the end of the day I know who I really am and why I have more than a gigabyte of HD pictures of the northern lights on my computer and no porn