Message from @fallot
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yes
I used to think well of these people ultimately, because I thought they were motivated by love, even if they were massively wrong to the point of evil
and that hasn't changed for most of them
but plenty of people use it in a different way, anyway that's a pretty big topic and can get a bit self congratulatory in an alt-right context so nvm
I'm interested
there's not much to it
they just use it as a justification for being a good person
while beating up other people with those values and standards
but in truth, they don't really care about anything but their own selves
which are either gaping holes or gaping wounds
these are the types who binge drink and use drugs and MDMA every weekend
yeah, terminally unhappy people
and do lots of yoga mindfulness bullshit but still struggle with depression
all of that stuff they do looks to me like window dressing
camoflague
yes
well there is a certain depression that comes with it
I grew up around well centered, good, spiritual people
so even now I have a bit of naivete about this
I mean.... if you are never allowed to just be you, and everything you have to do to financially and socially survive requires systematically ripping out your natural behavior and feelings and replacing it with "useful" alternatives, it messes you up
but at some level, their plight seems self chosen
that is why I am far healthier than them
I keep my true self hidden and carefully guarded, they just destroy it
even people who are normal @Deleted User 57835c2c , comparatively normal
at the end of the day I know who I really am and why I have more than a gigabyte of HD pictures of the northern lights on my computer and no porn
relatively at ease with themselves
even they create myriad false selves
these people don't have the slightest clue who they are but they hope it's someone other people can like
so I wouldn't count on it that what you've guarded is true per se
I would
the only way to know is to look deeply into it
which is frankly, an uncomfortable experience for most people
I do, often
like I told you about Ludvig
Pardon my interjection. Are there even a whole gigabyte of unique HD photos of the northern lights in existence to be curated?
yes
a gigabyte? that seems quite small
Ah.
esp HD
I guess. Maybe I'm thinking the Northern Lights occur much less frequently than they do.