PERSONAL HAPPINESS IS NOT THE QUESTION

SOCIAL STABILITY IS

HAVING A NON FAILING SOCIETY

PERSONAL HAPPINESS COMES THROUGH PURSUIT OF SANITY

that's a big part of it, yes

AND EVASION OF INSANITY

most of the reason I am so angry and think everything sucks so much is because I live in a society that encompasses the worst of capitalism and communism simultaneously, is ugly and filled with concrete and cars, and is filled with evil POC retards constantly drunk, high and sleeping around, and fat also

basically the pain in me is the pain of living in a dysfunctional time and place

it need not be that way though, which makes it less convincing

because you can realize all that and not be angry too

American society is a society of group enterpreneurship

do you love any person @Deleted User 57835c2c

Everythign that's Western in it, is Western in the wrong way

Except perhaps it's once remarkable justice system

keyword "once"

yes

I can't realize all of that and not be angry fallot

I really can't

I see what humanity has built and realize it is mutually exclusive to my dream of untouched landscapes

and I just hate and hate and hate

that is when I will go on the internet and look up starving africans and laugh hysterically

http://jamaica-gleaner.com/sites/default/files/styles/jg_article_image/public/article_images/2011/08/24/bc-apnewsdigest4-10pm-ref.1.jpg?itok=QurAhdqQ die dalit die

lol

I seriously cannot stop giggling every time I look at the face

I am going to eat my edamame while looking at starving black baby pictures

apparently if you become a psychiatrist it's a rule that you have to undergo psychotherapy yourself during your later stages

I am seriously going to look at the psychotherapist and ask him "are you sure you really want to do this?"

I think I will mess up the therapist

they will leave the room with this dead look in their eyes

there are plenty of psychiatrists with personality disorders

actually that could be a pretty easy way to make a lot of money

plenty of sociopaths gravitate to psych fields

yeah

first fake like I am super sensitive and need the weepiest, touchy-feeliest therapist ever

then once I have the weakest, gentlest one

start telling the truth until the therapist is emotionally damaged

intentionally do it until they leak private info

then figure out who to sue so I get my career money lump sum instead of over years

actually now that I am surrounded by doctors, figuring out how to provoke someone into doing something I could sue for a couple million dollars should really be my top priority

I really should consult with a lawyer and tell them I am surrounded by doctors and get to hear their inside info all the time, and am good at getting them to trust me and tell me stuff, and ask how that can be turned into a 2+ million dollar lawsuit

there's already a field like that