Message from @The Enlightened Shepherd
Discord ID: 300293458206261250
but can still rue his blindness
I have been completely happy in the last 5 years
where I basically wanted nothing to change and was happy with my friends and life
that's a good start
welll, within the last 5 years
I can remember what it was like
PERSONAL HAPPINESS IS NOT THE QUESTION
SOCIAL STABILITY IS
HAVING A NON FAILING SOCIETY
PERSONAL HAPPINESS COMES THROUGH PURSUIT OF SANITY
that's a big part of it, yes
AND EVASION OF INSANITY
most of the reason I am so angry and think everything sucks so much is because I live in a society that encompasses the worst of capitalism and communism simultaneously, is ugly and filled with concrete and cars, and is filled with evil POC retards constantly drunk, high and sleeping around, and fat also
basically the pain in me is the pain of living in a dysfunctional time and place
it need not be that way though, which makes it less convincing
because you can realize all that and not be angry too
American society is a society of group enterpreneurship
do you love any person @Deleted User 57835c2c
Everythign that's Western in it, is Western in the wrong way
Except perhaps it's once remarkable justice system
yes
I can't realize all of that and not be angry fallot
I really can't
I see what humanity has built and realize it is mutually exclusive to my dream of untouched landscapes
and I just hate and hate and hate
that is when I will go on the internet and look up starving africans and laugh hysterically
lol
I seriously cannot stop giggling every time I look at the face
I am going to eat my edamame while looking at starving black baby pictures
apparently if you become a psychiatrist it's a rule that you have to undergo psychotherapy yourself during your later stages
I am seriously going to look at the psychotherapist and ask him "are you sure you really want to do this?"
I think I will mess up the therapist
they will leave the room with this dead look in their eyes
there are plenty of psychiatrists with personality disorders
actually that could be a pretty easy way to make a lot of money
plenty of sociopaths gravitate to psych fields
yeah
first fake like I am super sensitive and need the weepiest, touchy-feeliest therapist ever
then once I have the weakest, gentlest one