if the forces that propel the US internationally have their way, we'll be begging for collapse (or may have lost the faculty even for that)

worst case scenario is stable "leftism"

trannies all the way down

@diversity_is_racism I have an article for you

@fallot I think I really do have borderline

that would be a great explanation for why I am so frustrating to deal with, a classical hallmark of the personality disorder, although I am starting to compile more evidence

I'm not sure, I think borderline is a wrong term

basically there's a problem

lets call it Balls

Balls ranges from Full Balls (sociopathy/psychopathy) to Half Balls (Narcissist with insight)

No Balls = normal person

Borderline = Full Balls female

you're a half balls

the only saveable category (I think)(

basically, you are a narcissist, so yes you will appear to be borderline as well

as it's the same thing

what is called "Narcissistic Personality Disorder"

any interest in my evidence?

or "Malignant Narcissism" is Full Balls

yeah

of course

so I had to drive into the city to take an exam

I habitually wear mostly dark monochrome colors, but I noticed a lot of younger adults were smartly dressed in dark monochrome color schemes, and I immediately became disgusted with them and wanted to wear nothing but bold earth tones and flashy tropical colors

it wasn't so much a desire to "stick it to them," but in that moment that was my genuine desire

I am slowly over years coming to realize that a lot of things I do are like that, I am extremely fickle

I worry that I have no real identity other than a desire to be dramatically unlike others out of feelings of resentment

yeah

but the end result is "unstable personal identity," a hallmark of the personality type

you could reasonably apply that label to yourself

I realized also that I absolutely do the "splitting" thing, where a person/group/thing is put on a pedestal and then one day completely despised

you do, you also have supply

I do it quite often, but as that si a painful experience I noticed that I am extremely bitter and hateful largely because I try to just get it out of the way

i.e. find out from day one why I will eventually hate someone/something, and just hate from the beginning to avoid disappointment

you could say I "preemptively split"

makes sense

and this more recent thing

the whole thing about borderline personality disorder is a deep seated feeling of emptiness, so they do more extreme things to seek stimulation

same for NPD

the idea is BPD types are after approval

I noticed that over the years my interests, my humor, my expressions of love and hate, all become more extreme and quite honestly it is because I stop getting any kind of rush out of whatever I was doing before

true, although that is an optional criterion under DSMV