Message from @fallot
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Some people make this whole thing too pragmatic
our interests vs. their interests
Russia, however pragmatic they may be, or however their interests may not match up with the west or other people
are pretty much the good guys
It's a mark of shame that this old school slavic thug is the good guys
but that's how it is
if the forces that propel the US internationally have their way, we'll be begging for collapse (or may have lost the faculty even for that)
worst case scenario is stable "leftism"
trannies all the way down
@diversity_is_racism I have an article for you
@fallot I think I really do have borderline
that would be a great explanation for why I am so frustrating to deal with, a classical hallmark of the personality disorder, although I am starting to compile more evidence
I'm not sure, I think borderline is a wrong term
basically there's a problem
lets call it Balls
Balls ranges from Full Balls (sociopathy/psychopathy) to Half Balls (Narcissist with insight)
No Balls = normal person
Borderline = Full Balls female
you're a half balls
basically, you are a narcissist, so yes you will appear to be borderline as well
as it's the same thing
what is called "Narcissistic Personality Disorder"
any interest in my evidence?
or "Malignant Narcissism" is Full Balls
yeah
of course
so I had to drive into the city to take an exam
I habitually wear mostly dark monochrome colors, but I noticed a lot of younger adults were smartly dressed in dark monochrome color schemes, and I immediately became disgusted with them and wanted to wear nothing but bold earth tones and flashy tropical colors
it wasn't so much a desire to "stick it to them," but in that moment that was my genuine desire
I am slowly over years coming to realize that a lot of things I do are like that, I am extremely fickle
I worry that I have no real identity other than a desire to be dramatically unlike others out of feelings of resentment
yeah
but the end result is "unstable personal identity," a hallmark of the personality type
you could reasonably apply that label to yourself
I realized also that I absolutely do the "splitting" thing, where a person/group/thing is put on a pedestal and then one day completely despised
you do, you also have supply
I do it quite often, but as that si a painful experience I noticed that I am extremely bitter and hateful largely because I try to just get it out of the way
i.e. find out from day one why I will eventually hate someone/something, and just hate from the beginning to avoid disappointment
you could say I "preemptively split"