Message from @Lou
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So if I understand, God let genetics issues happen for the same reasons that he let us make sins
Yeah sin was made by our free will but with the sin all of the disease and genetic issues were brought upon us
Well sin wasn't made by our free will but we chose it
yeah if we cant be bad we cant be good, that make sense
Well Eve chose to commit it a and her decendants, meaning us, were cursed by it
its like love, if love exist its because we choose to love
so we can choose to not love
Well yes, yeah that's a way to put it. God set marage and gender up when he made us. We can choose not to love and that's fine
but, why I have some issues with my gender since I have 5 years old
did I make mistake? every things is my fault?
No it's not your fault. Did you get a genetic gender defect?
not really, I just had a very early puberty. maybe it's one of the reasons.
but what do you mean by genetic gender defects, something like a women with a lot of testosterone and a men voice?
But just imagine where things would be if Adam and Eve left that tree alone.
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Gender defects basically means the whole spectrum. Like what you said is 1 to having different parts and many other things.
So the early puberty what made you have issues?
What gender are you biologically
male
and Im currently in transition
So what made you self conscious about yourself? Had puberty affected you at that time?
I always hated the thing that I was a boy, but when my puberty start (at 9 years old) I was destroy inside because I saw me become a men.
Oh I see. So what did you not like about being a boy?
I can't answer properly because I also don't know why, but I can say that I was seeing me like a girl and don't recognise me as boy, in my dream I was a normal girl, and I had a behaviour pretty girly, all my friends was girl...
and I also can say that see me as a boy with a boy body made me sick, I was depressed and i was in bad things like scarification to compensate.
(I really have to improve my english XD, its so hard to learn a language)
Your English is good just some grammar lol. So if I may ask how old are you? With a decision like this it impacts you for your life. There is a thing in puberty where because of the increase in male hormones, the female hormones increase as well, but that seems unlikely in your case since this started before puberty.
I came out when as was 14 but now Im 17
yeah of course I dont wanna be like these trans people who regret their transition
Ok so you have thought about this decision? Yeah I've seen those people I know that this is a tough decision but in all reality I would try praying I know you don't believe but just try. Has your puberty ended already?
yes my puberty is ended already. But for the moment, I haven't done anything irreversible yet, I prefer to wait because Im afraid.
but I don't want to live with my gender distoria anymore
So I think I will take a decision this year
Yeah that's the thing. So when did you want to transition more when you were 14 or now. Also have you talked to anyone about this like a counselor?
because of my background my parents tried to change that, so I already saw a lot of professional in psychiatry, and a few pastor.
So are you sure this is the action you want to take? Just remember that this is permanent and back to a religious standpoint, not God approved
If this is what you truly want no one can really stop you, but I know that the pain caused by the gender distoria is hard to deal with
no, I'm not sure sure, but I know that I can't support the current situation anymore, that's why Im confuse.
you're exactly the type of person that I need, Im so glad to meet someone like you, generally I cant talk with LGBT because they encourage me but I also cant talk with a lot of religious because they don't respect me.
thank you.